Chapter 18: Feel Something

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"W-What do you think you're doing?" you stutter nervously as he stares at your lips while biting down on his own.


He simply smirks, his eyes sparkling with excitement. "Helping you get some sleep," he says with a sleek smile, his cold hands caressing your thighs in a back-and-forth motion.


That doesn't sound like a bad idea at all.


Wait, what?


Snap out of it, Y/N!


Why the hell can't you control yourself when things turn sexual with him?


Not wanting to end up knocked up by him, you clear your throat and force yourself to stand up. "I apologize for the interruption. I'll make my way back now," you hurriedly say, darting out of his room before he can react.


You're not sure if he was being serious or just teasing you like the man he is, although that bulge did not sound like a joke.


Jimin appears to be comfortable showing this side of himself to you because of how frequently he would casually act upon it, a change that began after Valentine's Day—the day you first got to taste him for the very first time. However, you weren't used to this side of him, which is why you find it hard to tell whether he was teasing you or not.


Returning to your original destination, you locate the fridge and retrieve a bottle of water, which you promptly guzzle. Your hands reach into your pocket to grab your phone and switch it back on.


21 missed calls and 52 messages from Jungkook.


The phone buzzes again, displaying a text notification at the top of the screen.


Kookie: Y/N, I'm sorry, okay? Please, I love you.


Your eyes well up with tears as you read those words.


You love him, you really do. However, his actions caught you completely off guard. That night, he behaved like a whole different person, far from the sweet, caring, and innocent Jungkook you knew.


But you don't blame him.


You reacted that way due to your trauma, which you never told Jungkook about. You know that some people enjoy rough sex, BDSM, etc., but what was unexpected was that Jungkook was into that. Though you weren't one hundred percent sure, it didn't sound violent; it sounded more sexual, which led you to the conclusion that he was simply driven by lust.


Yes, he did touch you against your will, but it was partly because you hadn't been giving him enough attention, and at this point, you started feeling like the guilty one in this situation.


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