Young and confused

Who am i??

Reds P.O.V
Laying bed at 1:00 am makes you think about the most used question in the world " who am I ' because I don't know and no one can tell me which makes it Even harder.
Am I a geek? Jock? Girly-girl? Stupid? Crazy? Or just plain ordinary? I don't know if its just me but this is the hardest question to answer for me because I don't know where to even start ok ill try to put stuff together ready
and go!my name is Reedis Evelin Duncin my initials are R.E.D which is also my nickname red, my parents are divorced my mom lives in a small Colorado country town where the population in the whole county is 600. My dad lives in Scottsdale Arizona where we live in a tiny apartment in the middle of the town. I have one brother named Josh but I call him bubby he's 18 months older than me, he plays basket ball which is good considering he's 6'3. I have one step brother who's 22 and a step sister who's 18. I am 13 and feel like the world is ending but I still put on a smile, I have 3 bffs/sisters the oldest is Darcy she was born in my yard and she is 14 also she is totally boy crazy the second oldest is Katrina she transferred
From Germany and she is 13 but pretends she's 50 then there's lynx we call her this because you know when people say "I've never met someone like you ' but they don't actually mean it well when you say this about lynx you WILL mean it, that and she won't tell us her real name because she doesn't like it, she transferred from Texas which she loves dearly. I moved this summer to Scottsdale and now I have to leave all my friends and go to Mohave middle school. Where I know absolutely no one oh well I guess this is where I can start to be a new me if I knew who I was in the first place.