9. Sorry not sorry

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I am sorry if I am not good enough for you. I know I am not and I know I will never be so I have to apologize for not being that perfect girls with the perfect hips and the perfect boobs. I am sorry if I don't listen enough or if I wear clothes that are not revealing enough. If I am so insecure. If I don't smile enough. If I am not smart enough. If I don't party enough. I am so fucking sorry.

But I have a reason.

The people who left me. The people who judged me. The person in my head. That one guy from primary school. The mean girl in high school. That person from dance. They did this.

They hurt me and that is why I am like this. 

She told the whole school I was anorexic so I ate more food which made my body not have perfect shape. He said my clothes were too revealing and I was asking for it so I covered up. They asked why I smiled so much. He said I was ugly. They said parties made me dumb. She called me a nerd. He grabbed my hair when it was long. 

They ruined me.


A/N

Damn...

Silver out <3

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