Darkened Hearts

Memories, brother

Dear diary,

Everything is great, my family has finally been reunited after a long family dispute, okay maybe not thaaat long, the walls surrounding me has seen a lot more than, well.. most. Yeah, this isn't the first argument maybe, but it feels different this time, like our family it hasn't just repaired, its grew stronger. Okay you've caught me, I have better reason to write here today than just some fixed family problem, I've met someone and he's not just a random crush this time, I think we could work, he gets me, doesn't think I'm a total nut-job, and his eyes.. I could stare into them all day, lost in a daydream. Yeah I'm not going to read back over what I just said, that would be a bad idea to say the least. Moving on, *crossed out* I know milo would want me to move on*

Freya's hand starts to tremble, the world around her fading into a hazy blur, she grope's around the edge of her bed, her hands frantically searching for the present, the last present her brother had given her, memories flooding through her hind as she sinks into her bed, desperately clinging onto her custom made teddy of her dog, willow. 

It had been a long time since Freya had last thought of her brother, the thought of him, the thought of his death, it killed her and it is not something she wanted to relive.

Suddenly, Freya is knocked out of her thoughts when her mum loudly knocks on the door, "Freya, are you okay? I heard a bang" Roughly, Freya swipes the tears from her eyes and mouths "I'm fine, I'll be down for dinner soon"

* not completed, completing chapter soon. *