I hate him,but I love him

Part 1

My name is y/n and I'm 17 years old. School was fine it was just this one prick called Tom Kaulitz. I fucking hated him. He's always so full of himself. There were rumours that Tom liked me, but I never believed them. Every time some1 asked Tom about it he would smile and whisper in their ear which was a bit confusing. I never really thought much about it.

I woke up to the worst sound ever:my parents arguing for the third time this week and it's only Tuesday. It's like their my alarm clock. I woke up and rubbed my eyes. I got a text MESSGE from and unknown number.

??:hey is this y/n?
Y/n: yeah it is why?
??: is it true u gave Tom Kaulitz head?
The fuck?
Y/n: what the fuck? No! Who told u that I gave him head?
??: I dunno I js heard it
Wait someone i know says "I dunno" FUCKING TOM.
Y/n: TOM U FUCKING PRICK WATCH WHAT HAPPENS TO U
??:yeah right I'm not scared of u bitch🤣
Y/n: Fine let's js hope u have a broken nose by the end of the day
??: u make me laugh🤣🤣
Y/n: whatever man I'm blocking u go fuck urself

Ugh what a bastard! I can't believe he's going around telling everyone I gave him head. Fine he thinks I'm a slut? I'll dress like one then. I put on my short denim skirt and a crop top with heals and sliver hoops. I curled my hair and put on some makeup. Damn I look sexy! I heard a Honk and quickly ran downstairs. It was my one of my best friends, Taylor.
"Hey girl! Wow u look hot today!" She said as she gave me a hug.
"Thanks bae, shall we go?" I said getting in the car.

We got to school and all eyes were on me. Everytime someone whispered or looked at me I js stuck my middle finger up at them. I saw Tom talking to his band, Bill, Gustav and Georg.
"YO DIPSHIT!" I shouted and Tom turned AROUNF and smirked
"Here to ask for more head?" he said laughing his head off. I couldn't take it anymore I punched him straight up in the nose. Everyone was shocked about what I had just done,even me.
"THE FUCK MAN?" He shouted covering his nose.
"THATS WHAT U FUCKING GET FOR TELLING EVERYONE I GAVE U HEAD WHICH I DIDNT U MAN-WHORE!" And before I could say anything a teacher came and pulled both of us away
"MISS AVIL AND MR KAULITZ IN MY OFFICE NOW!" The old hag screamed dragging us to her office

We both sat down not looking at each other.
"What we're u thinking y/n? This isn't like u?" She said trying to make me look at her.
"SAY IT TO THAT MAN-WHORE WHOSE SAT THERE SULKING!" I ever so slightly raised my voice, pointing at Tom.
"What did I do?" He said putting his hands up.
"DONT ACT FUCKING INNOCENT MAN U KNOW WHAT U DID" I said slumped in the chair.
"Whoa whoa whoa chill y/n take a few deep breaths" the hag said showing me how it's done
"I know how to breathe thank u very much" I said with attitude. Tom let out a little laughs and looked at me but I just rolled my eyes at him.
"Well u punched someone, ur getting cheeky with the headmistress and ur swearing? Yeah it was only a weeks detention but I think I might have to give u a suspension for 3 days"
"Three days? The fuck man he's the one who told everyone I gave him head, WHICH I NEVER!"
"WATCH UR MOUTH BITCH!" Tom said pointing his finger at me
"U WATCH UR MOUTH U SLAG GOING AROUND TELLING EVERYONE I GAVE U HEAD"
Me and Tom argued for what seemed like forever but it was only for a few minutes

"ALRIGHT SETTLE DOWN! Miss Avil, u have a three day suspension  and me kaulitz, a two day suspension" he said weighting down on a piece of paper
"I GET THREE DAYS AND HE ONLY GETS TWO? WOW WARRA SEXIST SCHOOL YK WHAT UR A DICK RIDER FOR HIM AND U PROBS WANNA FUCK HIM!" I screamed and grabbed my bag and left school.

I went to my safe space, a rock shaped like a heart. I sat there thinking "what did I do to Tom that made him hate me so much" Suddenly I heard leaves crunching and I quickly stood up and got my pocket knife out (oh ye I js casually have a pocket knife🥰) I saw a black figure walking towards me.
"GET THE FUCK AWAY I HAVE A KNIFE WHOEVER U R" I screamed and looked around making sure there was no one. The figure got closer and I got more scared. Am I gonna get kidnapped? I saw who it was. It was Tom.