As day goes by, my friends change, my relationships change, my feelings change, I change and my friendship status's change.
I am not prepared to lose the ones I love even though I have lost almost everyone that I ever loved. It is just as hard as the time before.
I said I love you and hung up. It was after that moment I realized I couldn't even speak my mind with this person. Do I still leave them? I can't. They mean too much to me even though I mean nothing.
I smiled at my best friends but it felt like something was being ripped out of us. There was.
Our self respect.
They did it again, and all 3 of us got manipulated. All because of our guilt issues and kindness. Why did he keep doing this? It is not like it is the first time but it still hurts so fucking much.
'THEY BROKE OUR TRUST AGAIN. They broke my trust again...' My mind screams but I look at the two beautiful people in front of me and say, "I love you guys. You are my best friends."
My leg bumps up and down as I anxiously wait for a text. No, not from my crush but from my best friend. We swore going to different schools wouldn't separate us but he hasn't texted me in weeks.
Maybe he is busy? But we used to text so much...
Damn it. Why do I love so much when I am unlovable. My feelings will never be reciprocated, in love or in friendships.
A/N
Friendships are tough. Oh well, we gotta push through because even the motherfuckers who don't care will cry when you off yourself.
Silver out <3
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Relatable shit
PoetrySometimes you just feel sad and empty but never fear, some people feel the same! Anyway, this book is not a story but shot book.
