Just some Weirdos in the great world of YouTube

Prolog

It was all just too much. I mean, my life was alright till that one moment. I got that one freaking call from my mom. She told me that my dad was in Hospital and that his stadium of health wasn't the best. I was on tour with all my friends... Till that moment i thought they would be my real friends... The gang. That's how they call themselfes - or how we call ourselfes. We are touring around 3 countries and give some concerts for a bunch of 13 year old girls. Not all of us are talented but it was not about the music, it was more about spending time with them, experience an adventure and sure about promoting ourselfes. I don't want to sound like I think I'm better than the other ones, but I was a really important part in the whole live show.

I didn't know if I would ever see my Dad again if I wouldn't leave immediatly. I tried to tell them... they got mad at me... They said things like: "The whole thing isn't just about you" and "Wow, that's so nice that you leave us on this important trip."

I actually thought I would be more important to them, because if I really would be they would've understood my situation. Sure Cengiz and Andre were standing behind me. They know that it was really hard for me. And Melina.. Melina stood up for me. That was really nice. I never really noticed her before the Gang-Tour, but since I got know her I liked her even more every moment I spend with her. She somehow really is important to me.