So, it's late
I'm up because I need to post SOMETHING, it's been four years
I'll be doing a revel or something in a later chapter
But before I made this I had a look back at my old books, most of witch are still up, and wow.
If someone was to say to the nieve little thing that posted those books "hey, in four years time your gonna be ✨here✨"
I don't recognise myself, but at the same time I haven't changed
Tbh I just can't comprehend it's been four years
I remember looking at people who had been here two years and thinking wow
I genuinely can not believe it, I have not processed this
When I am able to get more time I will post proper thanks and perhaps a reveal
Should I do a
Name reveal
Partial face reveal
Or something else?
???
Honestly it's so fun looking back at my journey
From Spirit Animals, where I begin my hyperfixation count right the way through to Joker Out
Two things that couldn't be more different
What I watch, read, listen to and do has all changed, but there is always ALWAYS going to be a place in my heart for everything I've been through on here, everything you've gone through with me
Go tell the girl in lockdown setting up an account she's got a performance you have to be selected to perform in in literally a week (this is why I need sleep I should go to bed I have two shows next week)
Tell her she's gonna watch Avatar, listen to a Slovenian boy band, obsess over a kids movie, be such a gay gayer, and discover her queen
I can't quite believe I'm here
But now I need to go to bed
The world feels so floaty, so magical
Look where we got to, we made it through all of that
Every time I wanted to cry, every time I laughed and sang and danced, we made it, we're here now
Things have changed, but they will always be the same
So, before I say goodnight, I need to say thank you
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
This world is beautiful and I'm here to see it, I have freinds, I'm no longer stuck in a hell hole, things do get better you just have to hold on. I can't even compirhaned full sadness anymore
Touch wood
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING I NEED TO GET TO SLEEP GOODNIGHT
YOU ARE READING
3 whole years
RandomI listened to my playlist I began adding songs to when I first joined here and still add songs to today while making this, let me tell you a trip down memory lane dosent quite sum it up What a magical journey, even my spelling has changed (sorry for...
