𝕵𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝕱𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘...

Chapter 20: Thats it... I know my feelings POV: Lucas

"Oh how she cares, makes me want to love her" -Lucas

"Oh My Gosh! Lucas are you okay?!" She exclaimed as she saw how I looked out side of her window. Now when she quickly opened it, my heart swelled up with love, she cared about me and she quickly opened the door. And as soon as I began entering she dragged me in and pushed me down to her bed. I let my body be jostled around by her...her touch was amazing, I loved it. But also I felt weak, so I'll let her do what ever she wants with my body. She walked over to me as I was sitting on her bed, but I was looking down. Although I'm head over heels for her I don't want her to worry, but I'm also in shock with everything that happened. "Lucas, I need you to look at me." God, she w ates me to look at her, I want to cut I can't move. It's like my muscles are stuck and frozen. "Lucas...please." I could hear the desperation in her voice, God, I want to look at her but I just can't! "Ay dios mío, Lucas mírame!" My head shot straight up to look at her, I don't know how it happened but it's like I tried to grow the strength to just look at her, I can't resist her.

"Ay...que paso?" She asked me. "It's nothing." I mumbled and looked back down, again...I don't want her to worry. 'Please don't worry about me, darling. This is what I live with, I'm used to it....' . "No, this is not nothing, Lucas. And for the last time. Look at me!" I now rolled my eyes and lifted my face, 'Can't you get the energy to you! Don't worry about me anymore!'... she put her index finger with her thumb on my chin to keep me looking at her. Her eyes, shown worried. I saw her turning her head to her night stand and grabbed a tissue. Then with her water bottle that was there she added some water to make it moist. 'Oh, is she going to care for my wounds... she doesn't have to do that.' She turned back to me and she gently started to dab it on my lips. Now as she did this, I was looking up at her as I sat on the bed, first time she was taller than me. And as I looked up, I knew I gave her puppy eyes, and I don't give a fuck. I then lifted my hands to her hips holding them for emotional support. "Lucas..." She said quietly as she fished cleaning my lips and her eyes went to my hands? 'Please, sweetheart don't notice my knuckles.'

But it was no use...her eyes widen. "This wont help... come follow me." She said as she made me stand up and follow her to the bathroom. 'Please... don't worry, I'm okay. Please trust me.' As we got there she stood near the sink, and I went right behind her, pressing my body against her, not in a sexual way, no. I just wanted to be near her, being near her helps me calm down. She turned on the sink and she then turned to me, looking up as she placed her hand in-front of me letting me know she was asking for my hand, and just like that, I gave to her indeed I was going to give her my hand, who wouldn't! She then faced the sink again as she made sure the water temperature would be okay and she put my first hand she has in the water. I took a sharp inhale as I winced a bit in pain. It felt as if it was stinging me badly. "Sorry..." She mumbled as her thumb began to wipe the blood away from my hands. Again, I tried to jerk it away, but she had a firm grip. And God, that grip on my hand made me melt. My other hand then reached for her waist as I buried my face on the back of her neck, I was taking in her sent, her sent always calmed me down. "I know, this hurts. I'm so sorry." She said quietly as she then puts some soap on my knuckles. "Please Dela, leave it be. I'm fine." I whined as I pressed against her back now with my free hand I moved it to wrap around her as I pulled her closer to my body. "No, I'm going to clean it, and I'm going to do my best at taking care of you."

I shook my head my lips brushing the back of her neck. "No, please don't. Dela, this hurts a lot." I said as she began rubbing more soap on my knuckles, damn she could be stubborn sometimes, but only with me...why? "I know, I know this hurts. But just let me wash off the blood." She said as she then asked for my other hand and I gave it to her with hesitation. "Thank you." She whispered as she allowed. E to wrap the clean hand and arm around her. And then she did the same process all over again, I made many noises due to pain, I grunted, groaned, and even WHIMPER! I made myself sound fucking submissive...just because of the pain...but like I mean, I'll be submissive just for her. "Come on follow me." She said as I now had both of my arms wrapped around her, "I just need to dry your hands now." She walked out of the bathroom to the little towel pantry and she got one out for me, while my hands were still on her she gently dried my hands. "Thank you." I said quietly, as I finally let go of her before she could do anything else with my hands. "Hey, no need to thank me. It's what I do, it's what I live for." She smiled a bit as she grabbed on to the bottom of my shirt dragging me to her room again. Now when she did that, I folded, the way she had a grip on my shirt is just, AHHHH!