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( FAYE )
the subsequent two months following the breakup passed by in a sluggish manner. rory hadn't made an effort to communicate with me since i left her house.
my friends attempted their best to cheer me up, particularly finn. although they did provide me comfort, the reality of nothing being the same again was heavily weighing on me.
a good outcome to come from these 2 months were my social skills advancing through... getting wasted at parties.
i was never big on either parties or drinking, but as of lately, they seem to be a big help with avoiding reality.
i could avail myself of other things to take my mind off of it, like reading books or listening to music. those don't always pay off though, most of the time making me think about it more.
yet when i'm drunk, my mind isn't focused on anything but that itself. i find that it's a good way to cope, finn doesn't seem to agree though.
"i love this sound" finn mumbles, using his finger to follow the raindrops racing one another down the window pane.
"yeah, i wish the sky was always gloomy" my lips form a small smile. "it's so pretty"
he leans against the back of the couch we were on, continuing to be fixated on the rain.
"good day to drink" i chime prior to leaving the couch, ushering towards the kitchen to grab a bottle.
i can hear finn groan. "just look at the rain dude. it's much more therapeutic, i promise"
"i can do that while drinking" i shoot him a grin, chuckling at his scoff.
finn grabs the bottle from my grip, earning a glare from me. "don't"
he sighs. "listen, we're going to this event tonight. there's an open bar, so i don't want you to drink here"
"what event?" i squint my eyes at him.
he hesitates for a moment, biting his lower lip. "it's something... hosted by someone you know... and, other people you know... will also be there..."
i raise my brows at his restriction. "okay, that sounds ominous as fuck. am i dying tonight?"
"nah don't worry, it's a good thing. just listen to me, don't drink right now"
