Angel's Drive Through Hell (Saved Series #1)

Chapter 39

I lost my consciousness crying and regained it by crying.

I don't know how much tears I have inside my eyes dahil hindi sila nauubos.

My eyes were already sore but they just didn't stop.

Hindi ko na rin alam kung ano na ang pinaka iniiyakan ko—kung ano na ba ang pinaka masakit sa mga nararamdaman ko.

'Yong hindi pa nakikita si Liam or the fact that I'm pregnant and he wasn't the father?

Pero kahit na ano man jan ay kailangan ko parin siyang hanapin ngayong araw.

I will not stop until I see him because I have a lot of explaining to do.

Alam kong maiintindihan niya ako kasi lagi naman siyang ganun. Lagi niyang iniintindi 'yong mga tao sa paligid niya kahit siya ang nadidihado.

I didn't bother to change my clothes anymore and already went down to start the day but there were noises in the living room which was unusual.

They were laughing but there was a voice that caught my attention because it was different from everyone so I ran down the stairs with a agressive and loud thumping of my heart.

"What are you doing here!?" I shouted that the laughs were immediately stopped, and they turned their heads on me.

They're all here—the people who destroyed and were still destroying my life.

Kian was sitting comfortably, beside him was his whole family, and the only thing I could feel at this moment was raging anger.

My breathing hitched and I had a hard time catching air as something clogged my throat. Maybe the pending tears.

"Lewis," My mother called, and I glared at her.

She didn't know what that man did to me just weeks ago but she was well aware of what he did before. Yet, she still let him and his whole family set foot inside my father's mansion.

"Kian told us what happened between the two of you so he and his family are here to ask for your hand for a marriage."

My body went cold and I couldn't move at all. Her voice and words lingered around my head like it was on repeat.

"He wants to marry you." She shortened her sentence but my mind  still couldn't process it.

"Get out of my house." I muttered under my breath but made sure that they would hear it.

"Lewis, he's just being responsibl-"

"Responsible!?" I cried from the top of my lungs. "Responsible for what!? For raping me!?"

Sunod-sunod na nagpatakan ang mga luha ko dahil ang kapal-kapal ng mukha niya.

"Baby, what are you say--"

I cut him off by shouting. "I will not marry a rapist! Get out of my house!"

I threw all of the things my hands could get a hold onto, and shatters from the vases echoed the whole mansion together with my loud wailing.

I wasn't stopping so my mother just signaled them to leave. And when they finally left, agad akong napaluhod sa sahig dahil sa sobrang galit at panghihina.

The sharp pieces from the shattered vases on the floor pierced my skin but I felt nothing because the pain inside my heart and mind were no comparison.

"Ano ka ba, Lewis!?" She shouted disappointedly and angrily.

"I will not marry him!" I equalized her anger.