Angel's Drive Through Hell (Saved Series #1)

Chapter 41

It's been four months.

It's been four months since I started living in hell with the man who raped and married me to be responsible with his crime. And with those months, wala siyang pinalampas na araw para saktan ako.

My belly was already getting heavy and showing a bump but he didn't take it as an excuse to stop hurting me kahit na alam niyang anak niya ang nasa loob.

Sa ilang buwan ay hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang pasa at sugat na ang nakuha ko sa kanya.

He will go home drunk and throw things at me and because I was afraid that he'd do something worse, hindi na ako pumapalag.

I heard a movement outside the door and I knew that it was him so I hid myself under the layers of comforter and pillows on the bed and hugged my belly with shaky hands—already thinking about the things he'd do today to inflict pain on me.

He entered the room and I already knew that he was drunk because from here, I can already smell the alcohol and see his drunk eyes.

I tucked even more when he sat on the bed and at first, he was just staring but then suddenly held my face so hard that tears from my eyes quickly poured out because of the pain.

I was laying down and the back of my head was deeply buried on the mattress. His hand left my face but it went around my neck—strangling me while he molested my lips.

I couldn't talk or even breathe because he was suffocating me kaya kinalma ko ang sarili ko at nag isip ng pwedeng gawin para bitawan niya ako. My hands groped on everything it passed through until I got a hold of a hard object on the side.

I gasped for air when he let me go because I hit the back of his head.

He stood up and cussed every single curse in the languages he knew while holding the back of his head.

Hinawakan ko ang lalamunan ko para makahinga nang maayos at tumingin nang masama sa kanya kahit na takot na takot ako and just screamed the pain when he slapped me a lot of times and dragged me to the bathroom.

I heard the faucet being turned on and that made my body shiver in fear because I know what he will do.

My blood went cold but it kept on gushing at a fast pace through every vein inside my body that it felt like  would explode in no time.

"N-No, Kian...please..." I rubbed my hands while kneeling in front of him but he was ruthless and didn't listen.

He grabbed my hair and pushed my head on the bathtub full of water.

Mahigpit akong humawak sa kamay niya na nakahawak sa buhok ko at pilit na tinatanggal pero mas inilulubog niya lang ang ulo ko sa tubig.

I was running out of oxygen and already inhaled a lot of water. My hands were getting weak to struggle until it just fell down.

When he noticed that I wasn't fighting anymore, he pulled my head out of the water and threw me on the cold bathroom floor.

I was just able to breathe when I heard him walk out and closed the door. Inubo ko lahat ng mga tubig na nalunok ko kanina at nanghihinang umupo para yakapin ang mga tuhod ko at doon mahinang umiyak.

I didn't leave the bathroom because I was scared that he might be just outside and waiting for me to get out so he could hurt me again.

I rocked my body and repeatedly patted my arms gently with my own hands to at least feel comfort and solace in the midst of darkness.

After a few minutes, a maid entered the bathroom. She was saying something but I couldn't understand because she was speaking in Chinese. Pero kahit na hindi ko maintindihan ay sigurado akong hindi niya rin ako gusto because she kicked my leg dahil nakaharang ako roon sa laundry basket na kukunin niya kaya umusog nalang ako para makuha niya 'yon at makaalis na siya.