HER POV
Im so tired of everything. Family "friends", all of it. I could and would end it all if it weren't for Abby. She is without a doubt the only reson im alive today. Those nightmares of which I wake up at 3:00 in the morning guess who's there. Abby has always been there for me and probably always will be. I have a secret though the only secret she doesn't know. I got fed up today. I cut again, and as sick as it sounds it brings me so much relief. I almost took a bottle of pills today but two things stopped me. The first thing was the factor of that's what I always tried to do to kill myself and it never worked. The second thing was the thought of Abby living without me. We are truly best friends we planned to be eachother's maid of honors already. And I just imagined her face getting that phone call telling her I was gone. I just imagined her facial reaction. Even more importantly I imagined what she would do after I died. We've had this discussion before she said she would most likely kill herself to because she couldn't live without me. And quite frankly I would do the same if I was in her position.
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Teen FictionWriting is new to her maybe it will help. After everything that's happened she deserves the help. She shouldn't hate life everyday and have the dreams she does. There not even dreams there more like night terrors.
