it's been two weeks since me and oakley finished the song and were doing promo for it. we did a couple of goofy tik toks to the song to try and garner more attention from the fans and the generation of tik tokers. we also have gotten closer and closer throughout these last two weeks.
it was october now so the vibe outside was very fall and my favorite holiday is coming up. oakley and i decided we might as well have matching costumes since we're going to the same club event. but right now, he was in los angeles right now because drake invited him to perform. we have just been texting while hes there and im working on my new album.
thats actually what im doing right now as im in the studio by myself cause suave had to go get some weed so we can smoke and work. being high gets me more creative sometimes.
so far i have 6 songs that i've completely finished and mastered. the goal for this album is about 22 songs. the songs i've written so far are
- toxic ( a/n - britney spears. shh just pretend )
- boys a liar ( pinkpantheress )
- sparks will fly ft jcole ( j cole feat. jhene aiko )
- maneater ( nelly furtado )
- rare ( selena gomez )
- say yes to heaven ( lana del rey )
As i was about to step into the booth to start recording say yes to heaven i got a phone call from Jenna my second assistant.
" he- " i began
" tori, turn on tmz right now. " she immediately cut me off urging me. her voice sounded of panic and sadness all at the same time.
" whats going on? " i asked her.
" just turn on tmz, im sorry tori. "
i found the remote and turned on the news to hear-
" central cee seen kissing mystery woman before his show with drake. sources close to the rapper say that central cee and mystery woman, madeline argy, have been seeing each other the whole time they've been in los angeles together. i wonder if tori rose has seen the photos. "
i can literally hear my heart shattering into a thousand pieces. what about everything we spoke about? he knew about the people from my past. he knew about my trust issues. he knew.
" jenna. i have to go. " i hung up on her before grabbing my jacket and walking out of the studio. i put my hoodie on and just started walking wherever i could. this is exactly what i get for messing with someone from the industry.
i can feel my eyes watering after each step i take. i dont even know where im going but i just keep walking till i cant feel my legs anymore. i stop by a bench and sit there with my knees against my chest. before i knew it i was sitting in the middle of london crying about a boy i met three weeks ago.
i reach into my pocket and unlock my phone to see
23 missed calls from oakley
34 messages from oakley.
12 messages from jenna.
25 missed calls from jenna.
9 missed calls from lauren.
6 missed calls from paul.
i quickly texted lauren, jenna, and paul that im okay and i'll be back before they know it but i just need some alone time.
