"Camila, I can't go any further than this." Lauren sighed heavily as she tries her best to stop the tears from falling, "it's over." She then swallowed hard as her emotions start to build up once more at the back of her throat.
Lauren walked away, stopping herself from looking back at the young girl that she loved.
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It has been years since Lauren had called it off with Camila, years since she had seen the younger girl last and she has not even heard a single word from the girl that she used to love. Surely there were times where Lauren would look at her phone and hope that she has received something from Camila but nothing, there was nothing at all. Soon Lauren finally moved on, she has had many dates with many different people here and there but nothing has ever worked out for her. Every time that Lauren had the chance to take her relationship a lot more serious, she then finds herself longing for the touch that Camila had given her. Lauren looks for the same old personality that Camila has in someone else, she even tried to change some into becoming more like Camila but nothing, none of those people that Lauren dated ever had the qualities that Lauren looked for. Lauren have denied it to everyone that she knows and knows about her dating history that she in most definitely want Camila and no one else.
If you ask her, Lauren is sick and tired of having to deal with her emotions when it comes to dating. When she was younger and back when she was in a girl band, Lauren have denied it all that she and Camila have had something going on between them. She would go off and tell people to stop being delirious and delusional about the relationship that she had with Camila. She would even write to some people personally telling them to stop with the accusations and to live her private life alone and in the dark.
"Lauren you're on in 5." The stage director informed Lauren before he shuts the door behind him completely so that Lauren could get ready in time.
Lauren sighed heavily and stood up from her seat to move out and head over to the direction of the stage.
Out of everyone in the group, Lauren was the only one who planned on continuing her dream as an artist. After the split of the band, she insisted on becoming a solo artist and that was a long time ago, now she's just ready to settle down and live a life with her own family.
"Last show people! Let's go get it!" Lauren cheered as she finally emerged out of the back stage and onto the stage with the roaring fans screaming out her name out loud.
The arena was sold out, people screamed, cried and even threw their underwear a on stage for Lauren. Promoting her new music has been a long and tiring journey for Lauren especially because this was another world tour but she is also glad that she is now back home in Miami for her last show for the year.
After a handful of songs, a lot of sweat and tired out body, the show has finally ended and Lauren is now free to do whatever she wishes to do. Lauren drove home in a house that's empty and frankly too big for herself. She quickly cleaned up and changed into more comfortable clothes with her hair up and lazily flopped down on her bed to catch some sleep. Just then her doorbell rang and Lauren immediately got up frustrated by whoever is interrupting her relaxation time. She pressed a bottom from a small monitor that is hanged up on her wall to see who it is waiting at her door.
"What?" She asked without looking at the screen and waited for someone to answer.
"I'm sorry, I'll just come back tomorrow."
Lauren quickly lifted her gaze up recognising the voice coming out from the small monitor in front of her. To her surprise the younger girl that she once fell in love with is now standing outside her door, waiting for Lauren to open it up.
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One Shot Compilations || camren
FanfictionA collection of the one shots that I cannot seem to put in a full story.