Tough Luck.. (JALLY AU)

☺⚠ Chapter 8: Closet Make Out?! ⚠☺

SMUT WARNING

JOHNNY POV

I moaned at his kissing. I soon just gave in and slid off my jacket, or his I guess. I laid my head on his chest and before I could even think Dal had me against the wall.

"Dal! Never mind.. We aren't home." I was worried they would hear us.

"Oh come on, we're gonna be quick and silent!" He pleaded.

"Two seconds.." I whined.

Before I knew it Dally was crazy on me, moving my new short hair, kissing me making me feel sweaty and wet. I groaned at his licks.

I gripped the shelf on the wall and moaned loud when Dal pushed inside of me.

"Silent. Remember?" He flirted.

"Hmmm.. Shut up!" I giggled, moaning.

Dally threw his hand on my mouth and I held it there so I would be silent. He was harder than usual and after a few minutes I found myself keeled over on the wall, sweaty and hot.

"Damn.." Dally smirked and fixed his pants.

I did the same and leaned on him. I was out of breath.

"Catch your breath kid. I don't want you doing this when we leave." Dal joked making me laugh.

I took some deep breathes with him and relaxed into his arms. Oh lord.. How can this man be so hot??

"Its only been 9 minutes." Dal clicked his eyes.

"Mhm.. Let's leave then!" I smiled.

"Alright then." He slid me behind him a nd started banging on the door.

"LET US OUT!" he screamed.

I jumped a bit and flinched, I hated yelling. That's one of few things I hated. Maybe it was trauma from my crazy family. I dunno..

"Dang! Y'all lasted!" Pony grinned opening the door.

"Shut it kid." Dal grabbed my hand and pulled me out.

I was thinking about it. Dal was soft around me and cold around the gang, I got his sweet side! I'm just special.

"Come on Doll, we gotta go if ya wanna watch that sunset." He kissed my head and realized he was with the gang.

"Ooh!" Steve grinned.

"Whatever. Get me a beer Two." Dal didn't care anymore.

"Won't this hurt your reputation??" I whispered.

"Nah.." He squeezed my hand.

"I wish I could stop pretending.. Its hard." I looked at me feet.

He could tell I wanted to leave badly. So he just left without a beer. He opened the door for me and again slid over the hood to show off for me. Silly!

"You ok? Your stressed?" He was worried and didn't even start the car.

I didn't speak, I just put on his jacket. I think I was worried about him more than me.. I still worried about him liking others and his reputation.

"Dally, your hurting your reputation because of me. You don't know me. I'm not saying that I don't love you, I'm just saying I'm not your soul mate.." I felt myself breathing heavy.

Here we go again.. ANOTHER panic attack..

"Doll, breath for me." He put his hand on my head and realized I was panicked.

"I..." I gasped for air.

"Calm down, shh! Uhh.." He didn't know what to do.

"PONY!" Dal ran inside.

Here came him, chewing his nails. Ponyboy trailed behind him, Pony knew I was having a panic attack.

"Hey Johnny! You ok man?" Pony opened the door and changed the subject.

"He-help!" I gagged, my lungs were killing me! I went too far..

"Wow, wow! Calm down. Dal listen to me. Wrap your arms around him and squeeze him. The pressure with help him, believe me." Pony instructed.

Dal didn't hesitate and pushed passed him and squeeze the daylights out of me, I tensed up and realized I was in his arms.. Just was I wanted.

"Dallas!" I cried and squeezed him back.
I rarely called him by his full name.

"I got you, shhh. Its ok, its ok." He whispered in my ear.

"I'm assuming he's been stressed." Pony shrugged.

"I.." I tried to talk again but miserably failed.

"Johnny! Your purple!" Pony gasped.

Dal looked up at me and bit his bottom lip and started to panic himself.

"Pony give us a minute, kid." Dal pulled back from the hug and shooed him off.

"Hmm.." I was unable to talk now, just tears..

"Ok.. Take care man." Pony waved and walked away.

"Johnny breath. I'm here. Ain't nobody gonna hurt you." Dal got in the car and sat on the edge of my seat.

"I...Ca-" I was cut off by my breathing.

"Yes you can. Please man.. Your killing me!" Dal had tears himself!?

I gagged and coughed before I felt Dal's hand up my shirt, applying pressure on my chest. He started to breath slow and I just copied him. I soon was ok..

"What happened?" Dal leaned against the opened car door, and tried t remove his hand. I grabbed it and held it in my shirt.

"I just.. Worry that you don't love me or I'm not fit for you.. Or one day I'll lose ya..." I fiddled with his hand.

"I get it. But I won't leave you, you are fit for me. And man, I love you. I don't love anything.. Its hard to say I love someone. Johnny Cade, you are mine and you are special." Dal put his head on mine.

"You mean it?" I smiled.

"Yeah!" Dal grinned.

It started to snow a bit. Dal looked up and groaned. He shut the door and got inside the car. Meanwhile I watched in awe. :0

"You like snow?" Dal grinned, driving away

"yeah! Let's go to the field and watch the sunset!" I was bouncing.

"Ok ok. Can we bake cookies tomorrow? I have plans." Dal asked.

"Sure!" I smiled.

Dal chuckled and held my hand. I liked when he did that. We pulled up to an empty field and watch in the car. The snow gently hit the glass but the sky was clear. Clear with gold.

"Shit, you got me liking these!" Dal joked.

"Good." I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder.

It all became to clear to me, that I was worth something. That I was loved. That I was needed. It just clicked! :)

"Oh? Sure." I shrugged.

"Cool!" Dal awkwardly said.

Such a cutie.