Another kind of lessons

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My whole face is on fire now, shit.

"What's so shocking?" I repeat, imitating his tone.

"What's shocking is that you're the fairy of Decelis University, you've had a boyfriend for so many years and you only go for guys that look like this!"

"Like what??"

"Like they'd eat you alive!"

"Oh, so the fact that you're a virgin is because you simply look uptight? Makes zero sense!"

"I'm a virgin because I'm a cute baby who just got out of highschool and knows nothing! What's your excuse?"

"I'm not entitled to have my first time depending on my age or anything else!"

"And you want to give me advices?"

"You certainly did for me! Plus, I don't need this to know how relationships work!"

He calms down, sighs, and wallow in his chair.

"Yes, I know. I'm just teasing you, sorry.
I calm down in turn. It seems like he knows when to stop now.
"Wanna do something about it?"

I takes a minute to really understand what he said...
I'm concentrating to make sure we're still talking about the same thing.

"Y-you mean, my virginity?"

"Yeah."

I laugh nervously.

"Why do you ask?"

He sighs again and straighten up. He bend over the table, pushing on his elbows to come face me.

He's so close I feel his breath on my face and can smell his shampoo. My heart is racing faster.

Why does the bastard smell so good!?

"Wanna help each other out?" he asks, nonchalantly.
"We can learn together."

I'm suddenly stuttering, choking on my words.

"Us? Together?"

He nods.

I understand what he's asking. My mind is suddenly flashing crazy images. I'm about to lash out at him, but I'm stopped by how serious he looks.

"My...," I breath. "You're serious about this, aren't you?"

"Yes, why not? It's like the continuation of our private lessons. Nothing romantic, just to study."

He definitely lost his mind. I'm staring at him, my mind blank, completely flabbergasted.

"I can't," I finally say, before getting up.

I gather my things in a blink and hurry out of the room.

This is insane! I can't believe he asked for something so extreme and random!

As I walk down the corridor, my face red and my heart bumping out of my chest, I don't realize I'm almost seriously considering his proposition.

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