-Your Not That Bad- [SEEK X READER]

Chapter 11 [ Conflict/ Back from the dead]

  Acetone: destroys ink

                                                    SEEK POV

      It was another day in this mess of a hotel we entities and one beloved human live in. Destruction is key, the problems lurking around seem to be increasing day by day and my pregnant lover seems to be slowly losing their sanity. "Oh may god help me through this nightmare in reality." I love y/n so much but when she/he is throwing glass bottles filled with acetone it's a whole-nother story. I don't blame him/her for that because I have 0 experience in being pregnant.  As time went on, Seek started to worry. He was worried if he would be a good dad, if they could handle all the costs that come with having a child, and so on. He tried to hide his anxiety from his lover, not wanting to add more stress to her/his already difficult pregnancy. You noticed he was more distant and closed off than usual, and tried to talk to him about it, but he just brushed her off.

                  You started getting as annoyed as Seek continued to push his you away, avoiding conversations about his worries and instead focusing on his work and other things to take his mind off of it. However, this only made you more and more frustrated. You felt like he wasn't being honest with them and that he didn't trust them enough to open up about his fears. You tried to have multiple conversations with him, trying to get him to open up, but Seek would shut down the conversation every time. you were getting sick of it and started to feel like you were being ignored.

                                                                           [Y/N POV]

                "Seek, dear.... stop ignoring me! Why are you being like this I'm pregnant, there's a lot on my mind and all you're doing right now is ignoring me can you step up and act like a proper husband!" You waited for his response only to get nothing.  "SEE.. " WOULD YOU SHUT UP!" seek snapped. You gasped in fear* You backed off trembling and fled the room. "WAIT!...y/n..I-i didn-." You ran down the hallways, tears streaming down your face. You couldn't believe what had just happened. Seek, your husband, the man you thought would be there to support you through anything, had snapped at you just because you were trying to talk to him. You felt hurt, confused, and scared. Why was he acting like this? What had happened to the man you had called your lover. You finally stopped running, your breath ragged and your heart pounding. You leaned against the cold, damp wall of the hallway, trying to catch your breath. You replayed the scene in your mind over and over, trying to make sense of it. How could Seek, the man you loved, the father of your unborn child, have spoken to you like that? You felt a mixture of anger, hurt, and confusion.

         Suddenly, you heard footsteps approaching. You tensed up, fearing it might be Seek. you breathed a sigh of relief as you saw that it was Guiding Light who had found you, not Seek. He looked concerned as he saw the state you were in, tears still streaming down your face. "Are you okay?" he asked, as he cautiously approached you. "I-I don't know," you stuttered, still shaken from the encounter with Seek. "He just... snapped at me, out of nowhere. I was just trying to talk to him about how I was feeling about the baby and he just told me to be quiet..."  Guiding Light listened intently, his concern growing as you spoke. He placed a gentle hand on your shoulder, trying to reassure you. "I'm sorry that happened to you... but you know Seek. He's going through a lot right now. I'm sure he didn't mean to snap at you like that." You felt a pang of anger at his words. "But he shouldn't be taking it out on me! I'm his wife/husband! I'm pregnant with his child!" 

             "I understand your frustration," Guiding Light said calmly. "But you need to try and understand things from his perspective as well. He's probably just overwhelmed and scared about becoming a father. I'm sure he still loves and cares for you deeply." You were about to respond to Guiding Light when suddenly Seek appeared, running down the hall towards you. He was crying and panting, as if he had run a long way to find you. "Y/N, I-i'm so sorry," he said, as he reached you and pulled you into a tight embrace. "I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I'm so sorry..." You were taken aback by Seek's sudden appearance and apology. You felt a range of emotions, from anger and hurt to confusion and relief. You let him hold you for a moment, but you weren't sure what to say. Guiding Light took this as a cue to give you both some privacy and quietly slipped away, leaving you alone with Seek. Seek held you tightly, his head resting on your shoulder. "Please forgive me," he said, his voice wavering. "I didn't mean to lash out like that. I just feel so overwhelmed and scared and I don't know how to handle it all."

         Despite your anger and hurt, you couldn't help but feel sympathy for him. He sounded so vulnerable and afraid, so different from his usual cold demeanor. You slowly wrapped your arms around him, returning his embrace. Seek continued to hold you tightly, his body trembling slightly as he spoke. "I just don't know if I'm going to be a good father," he said, his voice laced with fear. "I'm scared that I won't be able to provide for you and the baby. I'm scared I'll be too cold and distant, like I always have been. What if I mess up?" You felt your heart ache at his words. It was clear that he was struggling with insecurities and doubts, and it was breaking your heart to hear him speak like that. You pulled back slightly so you could look him in the eyes. "Seek," you said gently, "you're going to be a great father. I know you're scared and unsure, but you have me. We're in this together." Seek looked at you, his eyes filled with fear and uncertainty. "But what if I'm not good enough?" he asked, his voice cracking. "What if I can't provide for you and our child?" You took his face in your hands, forcing him to look at you. "Seek, listen to me. You are going to be a great father. I know you have your doubts, but I believe in you. And I will be there every step of the way to support you and our baby."

           You pulled him close and planted a soft, reassuring kiss on his lips. "We're going to be fine," you said, your voice filled with conviction. "You're going to be a great father, and I'm here for you. We're in this together. We'll figure everything out, one step at a time."

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