your past love... |TOM KAULITZ|

The Good Old Days...

It was 2003, December 12th.. The first time you went to you're bestfriends house.. You were extremely nervous since he has only been to your house and you were meeting his twin brother, Tom, for the first, official time. You and Tom had met before but it wasn't a proper meet. A few waves and small hi's every now and then, but that was it. Now you were going to say more than just a simple "hi" or a wave...

          Tom's POV
I was in my room, when I heard the front door open. I was about to go check it when I remembered.. Bills best friend was coming.. I had to meet her... great..

Moments later, bill entered my room. "Tom, y/n is here, come on and meet her PROPERLY" bill said 'properly' like it was a bad thing me and Y/N haven't met officially yet.. maybe it was to her, but not to me. She wasn't someone I truly cared about since she was just my brothers best friend. The only way i remembered her was because bill would never shut up about her and this day to come.

"Ugh fine. I'm coming, give me 5 minutes" I was clearly annoyed as I spoke, so clear that bill gave me the 'be nice' look before he left and closed my door. The only reason I agreed to meet her was because I didn't want her hurting Bill. I'm not saying I don't trust her but.. I don't trust her. She's to pretty to be friends with bill, she's popular, and cute. I don't believe she actually wants to be friends with him.

I walked downstairs, the smile she gave me, the smile she always had on proved to me she was nervous to meet me. But why? I know I'm his brother and she's never been here before, but her smile gave me a feeling of suspicion, feeling that I didn't like, but I smiled back
 
         Y/N's POV

I smiled to Tom, he smiled back.. I could tell he wasn't happy to meet me but I didn't care, neither was I. I just wanted to meet him and get it over with

"Hi.." Tom said as he stopped in front of me, our usual greeting but more, I've never seen him up close before, I never realized how similar him and bill looked. I knew they were identical twins and that Tom was 10 minutes older, but I didn't know how identical they actually were.

"Hey.." I responded, bill looked at both of us, a look on his face that showed he regretted making us meet, but then he spoke

"So... y/n, this is Tom, Tom this is y/n. I know you already know that but this is awkward and you two need to meet at some point" bill said quickly but slowing down his words as he mentioned us meeting.

"Yea I know but why" Tom looked at bill, still annoyed
"Because i said so. Now talk and be nice. I'll be in the kitchen" bill walked off to the kitchen, leaving both me and Tom alone. "So..." I spoke softly, trying to start a conversation. "Don't want to meet me?" I asked Tom and he nodded
"Not really."

"Yeah me neither.. I just came to see bill, then he brought up you and us meeting, I didn't want to upset him so I agreed"

"Really? Wow I didn't think you just want to be with bill this whole time..."

"What do you mean? Did you think bad of me or something?"

"Honestly y/n.. yes... I did.. I'm sorry, I'm just very protective over bill and I don't want you hurting him.."

"What made you think that about me? I would never do that! Especially to bill!"

"It just.. your pretty and popular, everyone knows and loves you... I just find it hard to believe you would want to hang out with bill, he's always getting bullied for his style.. while you aren't."

I went silent, he was right.. I was popular, pretty and everyone knew me... bill was considered a "werid kid" to everyone else. "You know... i get that.. I'm popular and bill isn't.... but that doesn't mean I can't hang out with him.. and if you must know.. the only reason I'm 'popular', is because of my personality-" I paused and stopped talking, I wasn't 100% sure if I actually wanted to continue with my words.. I realized I didn't have to so, I didn't. I stood silent, my arms crossed over my chest as I looked at him.. he nodded, almost like he got what I meant
"Yeah I get that.. but I don't think your popular because of your personality" he looked at the ground as he spoke, his words getting quieter, it was like he knew what I was going to ask and that made him nervous
"You don't? What else could I be popular for?"
Tom sighed "your looks."

"What?"

"Y/n.. how many people call you pretty and hot in a week?"

"I don't know.. I don't really count but I'd say 10-15?"

"Has it ever crossed your mind that, most of those people that compliment you are... guys?"
I paused, again, he was right.. most of the people who have complimented me were guys. I shook my head but quickly regained my composure and stood up straight once again and looked at him "no, but I'm sure thats not true.. I mean, girls compliment me too"

"Y/n.. yes girls compliment you too, but not as much as guys do and guys suck. And this is coming from a guy.. Bill has told me everything those guys have said to you, y/n... they only see you for your looks and body but nothing else" tom paused, he realizes he sounded like he actually cared about her.. but he didnt.... right? No no, he didn't care for her, he was only there for bill.. right?..