Tough Luck.. (JALLY AU)

⚠⚠Chapter 9: Snapped..⚠⚠

Johnny POV

I liked this! I wondered what Dal had planned..

"Alright w shot to get home." Dal grinned and started the car again

"Awh! Ok." I wined.

"You'll enjoy what were doing!" He yawned.

(time skip)

When we pulled in the driveway, as usual, Dal opened the door for me and we walked into the house. I sat down on the couch and dal grabbed a stray of snacks, alcohol, and cigarettes.

"Wow!" I smiled and clapped my hands.

"Movie night!" Dal put the try on the coffee table.

"And?" I made puppy eyes.

"Fine, cuddles too. Now, stop staring at me with them big ol' eyes!" Dal shrugged.

"Ok! Geez." I raised my hands in guilt.

He chuckled again and turned on some movie, I liked it! I laid on his chest and he rubbed my back wile smoking. Dal had planned this! Such a softie!
I fell asleep later on.

    I saw my parents.. Laughing and beating me. Making me suffer for loving Dallas Winston.. I screamed at my mother, hitting me upside the head with a broom.. I winced and cried. I was gonna die! They were going to far... Oh shit..

I got shot by my dead and laid there, bleeding out. Dallas Winston appeared and laughed at the sight of me?! He was just using me.. He was paid by my parents.. Everything was one big lie.. I wasn't loved, I wasn't needed, I didn't have a purpose.. I was dead.

Finally I rest, knowing I didn't help anyone. The funeral was bad. Nobody showed. Nobody cried. Nobody cared. Nobody noticed.. I was dead, and 0 people cared. Even my baby Dallas...

I woke up in a cold sweat with tears running down my face. I coughed and sat up. Dal was dead alseep. He was shirtless now. I tried to breath. It was JUST A DREAM.

I bit my nails. I was too young to die! Its kinda funny. I wanna die but I can't...

I stood up and put the blanket back over Dal and rushed to the Bathroom. I turned on the bath and undressed myself. I needed to calm down..

I soaked into the warm water and lifted my head just above the water. I laid there, listening too my heart race. Thud thud, thud, thud thud.. I gagged and started to cry. I wanted to die so fucking bad!!

I took my chance and slid under the water, I took a final gaps of air tho. I laid there bodyless.. Then I wondered...

What am I even doing? Why? Why would I do this?

I slid back up and hacked up water. Coughing anything up I could! I choked. I soon relaxed again and just got chills.. I wrapped a towel around my waist and leaned over the toilet. I felt sick..

I coughed up water and then blood. Blood?! Ew.. I coughed more up and soon just threw up straight blood. I felt dizzy and fell on the ground with a loud THUD. I must have woke Dallas up..

"DOLL?!" He screamed bagging on the door.

"I'm dead.." I gagged.

"Open the door! Johnny! I swear to god.. You promised not to hurt yourself." Dallas banged on the door.

Oh shit.. I did?

"I tried to drown.." I admit.

He was silent. I heard him find some keys and open the door. I was lofted off the ground, and rocked back and forth.