"in the middle of the night" - TAYLOR FANFIC

"Come on, come on dont leave me like this!"

I get worried as more hours pass without a single message call or anything from y/n.
I turn on the TV thinking maybe she just went home to bed or something.
I clicked to the news channel, and began to watch.
"We're here today with some really breaking news. 20 people died in a plane crash, the others are severely insured or even in a coma. It was about to land in Nashville, unfortunately it collided by accident with another plane on the landing. If you know anyone on this flight please visit them in the hospital. Goodnight." The news read.
I dropped my phone on the ground and bursted into tears.
"Y/n could be fucking dead!" I yell as the tears in my eyes multiply and grow stronger.
I drive to the hospital, crying the whole way. I..i cant believe y/n could be gone.
"Hello?! This is an emergency!" I yell as i run through the hospital doors.
The receptionist runs to me.
"What's wrong Taylor? Stay calm!" The receptionist says.
I burst into tears as all eyes are on me, shocked to know that Taylor swift is just well..there.
"My girlfriend, y/n! I need to see her! I'm pretty sure she's.....d-dead." I cry.
"Of course! Follow me please." The receptionist says, taking my hand running to the room y/n is lying in.
"I'm going to leave you two some time." The receptionist smiles as she slowly walks out.
"Y/n! Y/n a-are you alive??" I say, squeezing her hand tightly.
"Y/n....please." I say.
Y/n opens her eyes slowly.
"T-Taylor is that you...?" She whispers.
"Y/n....it is honey. I love you so much. Are you alright?! Do you need anything?" I whisper frantically
"No honey, but, there's something I need to tell you..." y/n says with a tear rolling out of her eye.
Sometime soon I'm going to fall into a coma and...there's a 50% chance I won't.....make it. I'm sorry." Y/n starts crying
"W-what..?" I say, starting to cry again.
"I love you so much....and I'm so sorry for doing this to you. I wanted to have a life with you and make a family with you and...what I'm trying to say is i was going to propose to you when I came back but...the plane crashed. Taylor i-" y/n cries
I interrupt her with a kiss.
We kiss for so long until she gasps for air.
"I love you so so so much y/n. Do you know that?" I smile.
"Yes...y/n says, starting to get sleepy.
"Please don't ever forget me, and make sure to haunt me okay?" I say, holding her hand with an even tighter grip.
"Im so happy I met you, i really was enchanted to meet you. As soon as we laid eyes i instantly fell y/n. I would've said yes to you, as soon as you even mentioned the thought of a proposal. I...i...please don't leave me!" "Please. Come on come on don't leave me like this!" i beg, on my knees,
"I love you." Y/n says after shutting her eyes slowly.
I try to wake her but she doesn't move.
I hope she wakes up.
I call a doctor in straight away
"Yes Ma'am? The doctor rushes in
"She fell into a coma!" I say
"she wasn't meant to do this!!!" The doctor exclaims
"I NEED DOCTORS RIGHT NOW!!" The doctor yells through the halls
They all rush in
"What?" One doctor asks
"The patient wasn't meant to fall asleep! We put her on high medication!!" The doctor exclaims.
"Take her to the examining room! Now!" The other doctor says, as they all begin to pick her up. A doctor runs next to me.
"What did she tell you?" The doctor asks.
"S-she said that she soon would fall into a coma and their would be a 50% chance that she wouldn't make it!!!!" I cry
"That isn't true..." the doctor looks at me seriously.
I start crying as i realise what she was trying to tell me...
Y/n didnt wanna tell me she was going to die. Oh my god.
"Does that mean..." i look up at the doctor
"I'm so sorry but..i think so." The doctor holds my hand for a second before catching up to the other doctors.
I cant believe it. Y/n is dead now...what the fuck.
She was the only girl I ever fell in love with that actually didn't just use me for the money, fame or popularity.
Y/n was the most perfect, beautiful, gorgeous person I've ever met before. How could she just leave me like this. Why. Why did this have to happen to her. I love her so much.
Thought circle through my head as i wait in the emergency waiting room for the doctors to inform me on what is happening to y/n.
The same female doctor that was talking to me earlier came out and sat next to me.
"Y/n...isn't coming back..." she sighs
"I'm so so sorry. She hasn't been eating, there are scars on her wrists and...she has had really bad anxiety for a long time.." the doctor puts her hand on my thigh
"Do you mind?" I say grabbing her hand and putting off my thigh.
"Sorry." She says. Then explaining what happened.
"She got severe brain damage and she definitely wouldn't have made it, even if she had fell in a coma. I'm so so sorry for your loss Taylor.." the doctor hugs me and walks off.
"I don't know what to say. I burst into tears as I post something on instagram.
My dear, sweet y/n. I cant believe your life was cut this short. I Miss your sweet pink lips already. I wish you hadn't gone on that flight every minute of my life. fly high my angel. I absolutely fucking love you so much.
1988-2023. 🕊️" I post.
Comments again fly in straight away.
"Rest in peace"
"Stay strong Taylor."
"I'm so so sorry for your loss"
"🕊️🕊️🕊️"
"❤️"

And more. I cry and cry all night long, and only get 5 hours of sleep.
I can't even think clearly anymore. What the fuck will I do without y/n.

4 months later
I am finally nearly happy again, but, I still cry whenever I sing haunted, enchanted or lover, because we would always sing those songs together.
I've started to not be online or very public anymore, but today I think I'm going to go out for the first time again since that day at the hospital.
I drive off as paparazzi chase and swarm my car. I walk into my favourite little coffee shop. As everyone walks up to me to talk.
"Sorry I don't want to talk right now." I sigh as I walk up to place my order.
"Oh, hi again." The barista says to me.
"I'm sorry, do I know you?" I say, sort of recognising her.
"I was the doctor that talked to you that day. I got fired for giving a person that was allergic to peanuts, a peanut butter sandwich." She laughs, I laugh too.
"I'd just like an-" I say
"Grande Caramel Nonfat Latte?" She interrupts
"How did you know?" I smile
"I know everything. I'm a huge swiftie!" The girl says, as we laugh again in unison.
"My name is willow, by the way." She smiles.
"That's a pretty name" I smile.
( Taylor hasn't realised evermore yet )
"Grande Caramel Nonfat Latte!" She yells, looking right at me. I smile as I pay and then walk out of there.
I realise on the cup she wrote her phone number on it, but I can't do that. What about y/n.? She wouldn't want me to date anyone else.
I look on the social media apps finally, gor the first time since I made that post as well.
Everyone thinks an album is coming out soon.. I'm probably due. I mean... I have already started writing a few songs. I don't know what I should call this "so called album" if I don't even have the energy to do it.
No.
This isn't want y/n would want for me! Y/n is the type of girl to tell me that I should keep going, keep trying, and then kiss me.
I start to tear up.
I will do anything to keep y/n happy, im going back to this studio, as soon as I find something good to write about.
Willow...
I should add her back?
Okay...
I type In the number and begin to text willow.
Willow 😊
HI TAYLOR
Hey willow, how are you?
Great, wbu?
I'm getting better. :)
That's good
I'd love to hangout
sometime
Sure, that sounds great.
Okay what about..
Tomorrow at 1:pm?
alright, cya 😸

I shit my phone and fall onto my bed as i sigh.
Is this the wrong thing to do?
This seems like a date. I can't betray y/n..
I barely even know the girl.
If only you'd come back y/n....
if only..
I may as-well.. I'm definitely not giving up on y/n but...she's gone. so, I should make myself happy. At least I would love to have willow as a friend.
"I miss you so much y/n, i wish you could just..come back to life or something. Please. I Miss you so much" I begin to cry, as I slowly fall asleep with my cats.

A/N: huge plot twist?! hahah..I'm evil lmfao