Her Dark Desire : Buried Secrets

°Chapter III °

~ out of all things you can choose in life, you can't choose what your nightmares are they choose you.~

Emaline Throndsone

It was a dark room and I couldn't see it. I didn't even have my glasses with me. I was restricted to move, and I was gagged. The place didn't look like anything I've seen before. I heard a screeching sound, and it was pointless to look around because I couldn't see it even if there was something there, but I looked anyway, and I saw a figure approach me...

I woke up struggling to breathe. I couldn't deal with these dreams anymore. It would be the same thing, and it would scar every time. I started having these dreams recently, and I couldn't figure out why after extensive research based on it. I couldn't sleep well at night, and I woke up hyperventilating and sweaty in the morning like today, but I couldn't afford to be worried about what literally wasn't there, it is the last year of my high school career and I need to make a statement in regards to my grades. A 100 % pass rate is possible in such a situation 92% isn't satisfying me any longer.

I got up and checked the time on my wall it was really light outside, and I could read what was shown after reaching for my glasses on the side of my bed. It was 5:58 time to get it two minutes, but what's wrong with being a little bit early. It's been 9 days since she gave me her number and 4 days since I got back home, and today was school.

I contemplated for so long on whether to text her or not because firstly, I didn't really ask for her number, but does it mean I didn't want it? Secondly, she was physically appealing, and I wouldn't mind being more than just a mutual friend with her. Furthermore, I didn't dislike her humor, and last but not least, I need to focus. I can't afford to ruin everything now of all moments in my life, I've never been attracted to someone to truly declare that I was ready to be in a relationship with nor have I declared to anyone that I've been or was in love and I tend to keep it that way so there it is no dating until I'm done with high school.

I finished bathing and woke up my brother to do the same as well. My mother was still sleeping, not like she had anything else to do, and my father woke up at 7 when , which is when I leave or friends moments later. I put on a decently short skirt that didn't show too much and a loose baggy t-shirt with a bra that held my breast firmly and sneakers that matched. I made my bed and made breakfast for my brother and I as I waited for him so we could go with my car. I got a driver's license a few months ago, and my father bought me a car as soon as he saw my qualifications.

I started to eat my breakfast as I was waiting for my brother to finish. I soon got a notification from one of my closest friends, Rachel.

◇Ayo wussup?

Rachel is one of those friends of mine who are very reliable and trustworthy although we are polar opposites. What she would do, I would never wake up doing regardless. She was sweet but lashed out immediately after being tested, but I loved her regardless, although there are times when she goes a little bit overboard. She could range from being someone who would never say or do something that was very offensive nor hurtful but could also end up going yo jail for murder because someone said something she didn't take well about her outfit

◇Hey, I'm well, how are you?

◇I'm dope. How were your holidays?

◇Less relaxing than it had to be. How about you?

◇well, I actually met a girl

◇🥲already? I thought you would have reflected on your behavior during this time around.

◇if it works, why stop?😂

◇One day, these girls are going to give qhat their getting and trust me when I say it won't be as pleasing playing for another team😑

◇just get your ass her will you mom 🤨😂

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"Finally you fucking made it! I thought you were dying one me." Rachel shouted across the room, running towards me to give me a hug

I embraced her in my arms as her bouncy afro hair brushed on my shoulders. She smelt like caramel as per usual. It was nice to hug her again. This time apart made it feel a year has gone by. When it was only a few weeks.

"You look so cute right now. I've missed you so much." Rachel playfully sobbed in the crook of my neck, letting me go after a few moments of silence

"I've missed you too." I answered honestly as soon as she let me go

"So look, I got invited to this party next week, and as my plus one, I'd love for you to go with me." She stated, giving me pleading eyes already expecting my normal answer

"No, I can't." I told her what she was already expecting, but I would be lying if I said she would leave it without trying to persuade me into agreeing

"Come on , it will be fun, it's on a Saturday and we don't have to drink." She pushed me

Why not, it was on a weekend and I've never really been to a party before besides the play dates my mom use to put me in as a child with rich awkward kids that were rude for no apparent reason

"Okay, why not?" She jumped up and down, and I could feel deep down what I was doing was a terrible decision, but what could possibly happen that could be so bad to now want to go

Author's mote
It's one of the longest chapters so far, but I had to give you guys details. I just hope I didn't make it boring for yall. Love that you're still reading, though😅🤣it shows there's hope. Do comment and vote other than that.

Queen A out 👻