Am I seriously going to go through with this? I don't know if I can. I mean, seriously, I'm not even sure if I'm into guys or not. I've never done anything with a guy before and now I'm standing outside this guy's house who I met online.
I was just trying to figure things out when I downloaded the gay hookup app. I never met to actually try anything. I just wanted to see if I was into guys or not. Poke around a bit, talk to a few guys, ask a few questions and see if it's for me. Then Donkeydick69 messaged me. We hit it off, talking about our interests, but things quickly got out of hand as we started talking about our experiences. As soon as I told him I have never been with a guy before, he suggested I just dive in and try it. He said there's nothing quite like it.
Then we talked about preferences. He said he was a total top and explained what it all meant. But things got weird after he said he was into BDSM. He was looking for a total sub boy, someone he could humiliate and tie up. I said that's a lot to handle and he said we'd take it slow and just talk about it.
He said he was having a get-together with some friends at his house and asked if I wanted to come. It's just a small gathering of friends. They're all tops. Everyone there was gay. He said I didn't have to do anything, but if I was open to it, I could suck some cocks and maybe try anal.
My heart's beating like crazy as I walk up the door. I almost chickened out, but I kept thinking, I'll just try it and get it over with. Who knows, I might like it. If I don't, then I can just forget this ever happened.
I knock on the door and a hulk of a man answers. He's wearing a bathrobe. He's got a 5 o'clock shadow and a buzz cut with the top a little longer than the sides. "Hey, is this umm. Donkey... Donkeycock's house?"
Oh god, what if I was at the wrong house? The man laughs. "I really thought you were going to chicken out. Glad you decided to come. I'm Tony by the way."
"Ash," I say.
He wraps his arm around me and invites me in. "I... I'm a bit nervous."
"That's okay, we'll take it slow," he says as I follow him inside. We head straight to the basement. Downstairs there are several large muscular men sitting on a couch. There's huge tv with a girl a little older than me sucking a black man's cock while two other guys stroke their cocks around her. No wait, she's actually a boy. His tiny cock is locked in some kind of cage. I'm 18, so he must be in his early 20s. Sitting on the couch watching are several men, all naked. One's clearly an older bodybuilder stroking his humongous cock. A black guy must be his workout buddy because he's just as huge. They're just chilling sitting on the couches, stroking their cocks, and whatnot. What really catches me off guard is all the BDSM stuff. I know we talked about it, but seeing it makes it all so real. There are two beams crossed in an X in the corner with straps at the end of each beam. A cage is next to it that looks like it's for a dog. There's a bench on the other side with more straps at the feet. All sorts of floggers and riding crops hanging on the walls. A table full of dildos and other little sex toys sit on the other side of the basement. My heart pounds like crazy in my chest. Am I seriously going to go through with this?
"Damn, Tony, where did you manage to find this boy?" the big brute of a black man asks. He's built like a train. With muscles bulging without an ounce of fat. And a cock as big as my arm.
"I met him on one of the fuck apps," Tony says as he pulls me up to an open loveseat, draping his arm around me as we sit down.
"Hey yeah he's a pretty one," the bodybuilder says.
The black man licks his lips. "That's a sissy slut if I've ever seen one. Bitch is more of a girl than a boy. Cute face, and nice thick blonde hair. Have the whore strip for us so we can see what she's got."