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Chapter 6: When he through she lost feelings for him ☁️

"Where is she?" I mumbled as I walked around the ship trying to act casual as I searched for y/n, the girl I have a crush on. She's been acting a bit strange for a past few days and it's been bugging me.

This may sound weird but lately I'm getting a feeling that we are becoming distant. It's not like we were a couple before, but we spend most of the time together. She'd always be around me, talking about anything that comes to her mind or bombard me with thousands and thousands of questions, pulling some weird pranks and game or just annoy the crap out me.

What I'm trying to say is that she'd always be around me. I love that. I love all the stupid shits she do and I love being around her.

But I feel like it's all falling apart. I don't wanna sound dramatic but for the past week, I saw her only during our meal time. Even during then she spent most of the time talking with that love cook, Sanji. She barely even looked at me. The past whole week she spent time with him. They both were together, laughing and cooking.

Being an uptight person myself, my pride refuses to acknowledge my feeling and openly ask her 'what's going on?' And 'why are you ignoring me?'

I knew she has a thing for me. Even if she didn't use the words, her actions showed everything a long time ago.

But why it has sudden change? Did she lost her feelings for me? She doesn't want me anymore? My head was spinning with all negative questions.

I walked past the kitchen and heard some giggling noise. It was y/n's and the nosebleed's. Sanji was teaching her how to handle the Knife and some techniques to cut the vegetables. They look close. Really close.

No..... It's can't be..... Y/n and the cook?

I quickly slapped myself to even think like that. Y/n would never. I know her. I know her very well to the fact that she'd never fall for a guy like the cook.

I knew there's nothing between them but still deep down it hurts. To see the one you love spends time with another guy. They're having a good time. She looked happy. I didn't wanna go in and ruin it.

So I left quietly.

2 DAYS LATER:

It was around 2 in the morning. It was my turn to do the night watch so I was walking around the ship, hoping no enemies to show up. "Stop it it's not funny!" I suddenly heard y/n's laugh from the kitchen.

"She's still up?" I asked myself and walked towards the kitchen. As I was getting close and close. The voices became clear and clear. That love cook was making some lame jokes and she was laughing to it. It's just the two of them.

Looks like y/n was preparing some food and Sanji is giving her instructions.

My mind was running all over the place. I didn't think this would happen but looks like it did. It looks like y/n and Sanji likes each other. That explains everything. That's the only conclusion my head came up with. There's no other explanation. I lost her. If only I told her how I felt. If only I told her how much I like her. Everything would have been changed. But it's gone now. I was late. Too later.

My heart couldn't bare the sight of them being close with each other. So I left. Went to the farthest place from the kitchen and tried to calm my mind. But nothing helped.

The time is 6 now. Nami woked up the first and checked the direction of the ship and other navigation stuffs. I can go and take rest now. I noticed y/n and Sanji stayed in the kitchen the whole night and they are still in the kitchen, together. My heart was becoming heavy and numb. Just the thought of them, being together hurts me a lot. I don't wanna think about it. I wanna think nothing. All I want is sleep.

I went to my room and removed my tshirt as I walked towards the bed. I slobbed flat on my stomach in the bed.

I didn't think about anything and triedy best to really sleep.

But without few minutes I heard my door being opened. Whoever it was I wanted to say 'get out' but I didn't even have the energy to open my mouth. It felt like my whole body is just drained out. I just sighed and continued to say in my resting position.

My bed shifted as someone climbed on it. I groan and woke up. "What do you wan-" I slowly stopped as the one who climbed on the bed was y/n. I cleared my throat.

"W-what do you want?" I asked her. "Tada!!!! Here I made these!" She said with an exciting tone and showed me a tray full of food and dishes. The ones she prepared with the cook..... Why would I even wanna eat it!? "Who wants these. Give it to that cook itself" I slightly yelled and planted my face on the pillow.

"Aiiiii why would I give it to Sanji-kun when I cooked it especially for you!" She yelled and gave a knock on my head.

"For me??" I said and sat on the bed with her. "Yup! Only for you" she said and smiled heavenly. "I made miso soup, udon noodles, rice and curry, egg roll and finally ONIGIRI!!!!!" she said and showed me the whole thing.

"Tck.... I asked Sanji-kun only for the recipe. I showed him how I cook. He nagged the whole time and said I have no cooking skills" she said with a sigh. "He taught me everything from the scratch. How to hold the knife, kneading the dough, all the basic cooking things" she said.

"I made the whole thing on my own!" She said and pointed to the food. "Everything! I made this myself without anyone's help!" She said with a proud smile.

"Did you cook this the whole night?" I asked her. She nodded yes and smiled embarrassingly. "It took a while to make the noodles right" she said and scratched her head.

"Here, have it" she said and handed me the tray. I took a bite of everything. And...... It was perfect. The next second I started to shove the whole food in my mouth. Y/n laughed looking at me.

"Glad you like my cooking" she said and made a huge smile, similar to luffy's.

"Ummmm why did you want to cook? It's not something you're very fond of" I asked her. She knows nothing about cooking to be exact. She's the type who'd burn the whole kitchen just to boil the water. I'm really curious why she decided to make me a feast all of the sudden.

She again laughed embarrassingly. "I wanted to do something special for you. But I had no idea what to give. I thought food would be a great option" she said. I looked at her hand. It was covered with full of cuts and bandages.

I gave her hands to see them. "These are my victory scars. It didn't even hurt a bit" she said but tried to hide the pain as I was holding her hand

My hands snaked around her waist and pulled her into a hug. She was surprised and jerked a little, cause this is the first time we have been even physical. "You don't have to do anything special for me. All I want is, to be with you. I don't want anything other than you" I said and tightened the hug. "You have no idea how scared I was for the past few days. I thought you don't like me anymore" I said and snuggled into the crook of the neck. She giggled. "That'll never happen. Not even in a million years" she said and fully submerging into my hug.

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Done and dusted!

Actually I'm not satisfied with this part 🥲

Maybe it's too lengthy????

But still hope you guys like it!!!!