Bullied by Luke hemmings ♡

Chapter 4

*cats pov*
I get into bed and go to sleep.
I wake up the next day with pain in my legs and arms, I look down to see cuts from my ankles to hips and writs to sholders. I know you probably think I've done too much buts it's not that many really they are quite spaced out. I just got angry. I get up and put a cute crop top on (luckily I didn't cut on my stomach) and black jeans. also a jacket duh.
"Morning mum"
"Hey honey you okay?"
"Yeah sure I'm good, I'm off to school now" I muttered
"See you later sweety"
I forgot to say my dads dead, he died when I was 11, I had a hard time and I started hitting myself a lot but was too young to realise it was self harming I guess. sometimes I think about him when I get sad and that causes me to get more upset which I guess resulting to cut more.
When I get to school I see ash by my locker, I go to him
"Hey girlll"
"Hey ashy"
We went to history,
"Okay class we are starting a group project, I will pick partners. ash and cat. yes!!! "Wait no no I think ash and Callum" uhh "also cat and luke" WHAT NO I looked at him and had a soft smile, i go to him "uh hi luke"
"Hi cat"
"so what are we doing?"
He goes to give something to his friend by me, I flinch because I thought he was going to hit me. He looked confused and then he realised.
"Cat I need to tell you somthing"
"What?"
"That I'm sorry, I hate what I have done! I'm so so sorry please forgive me"
he looked genially sorry
"Okay I guess I will forgive you"
"Yay cat fank yew"
Class was over and I went to meet ash by the door.
"Guess what ash!" I said
"Whattttt"
"I made up with Luke!"
"What the fuck cat, he bullied you. your stupid for that!"
"No I'm not he was really sorry!"
"Fine ya know what, come have a fag with me out back"
"Oh um okay" I have been curious about smoking for a while. we went out side and lit it for me, I took a drag and coughed, I didn't not like but I didn't love it I guess, it was weird and it was kinda tingly (a/n from personal experience)
I saw some people come out and see me, I quickly shoved it on the ground and went it.
It spread like wildfire. and sadly not from the people that saw me. from Ashton.
Everyone was disgusted with me! I won't do it again! I told lots of people that including Luke but a lot more people still didn't believe me!
It was horrible I felt horrible.
I felt the feeling, need to cut.

After I cut quickly i went to class.

Next day
Ugh it's died down a little I guess. first lesson is history, partners with Luke, idk what to feel about it i guess, I went in a bs sat down. the teacher told us that we had to do it as home work and we're doing something different today. Luke signed that we're going to him house. I guess we're going to his house lol.
TIME SKIP BC BORING
I walk into lukes house and it's actually quite nice, we went upstairs to start.
"So cat your hair is cute"
"Thanks heh"
"I also like your eyes"
"I like your hair"

Luke's PoV
Okay time for the plan, to pretend I see her cuts and act like I never knew and try to help her.

Cats PoV
"Hey cat what's that!?"
I look down and see my sleeve surprisingly not rased up so nothing is showing.
"What?" I said
"Those cuts" how does he know!?? I looked at my arm again and still see none showing
"There is nothing here?"
"Yes there is" Luke said
Just then he pulled my sleeve up to my elbow to reveal my fresh cuts
"NO" i pulled my sleeves down
"Please don't cut yourself"
"Whatever"
"Why?"
"Because of you luke! You make me feel horrible!"
"Oh.... I'm sorry!!! Please forgive me and I won't ever make you feel like that again!"
"Ok-a-y I guess"
"I love you"
"What??" How can he love me?
"I um sorry I had a cough haha"
"Yeah sure"
Does he really love me? Why? I'm ugly and. Gross. I don't understand, I guess he is quite hot and I always feel a little weird around him...
Do
I
Cat hemmings
Have
Feelings for
Luke????

A/n it's getting gooodd, lets ship it lolz