Abused

I was sitting there lying on the couch when my mom yelled " Get the fuck up and stop laying around you lazy cunt!" I say "Okay" and walk away. I walk outside and she follows me. "Get inside now." she says getting quiet and calm. As I go inside my dad says "I'm sorry she will leave soon, I promise." I hope she does leave honestly because she already left me bruises to look at, like what else you gonna leave me some water with that? "Okay thanks dad, and by the way did you see the bruises on my arm?" I ask. "Yes she needs to stop but you know that if I-" I stop him. "Yes I know you dont have to tell me." When I say it I feel like I'm in control, but only for a second.

If you wanted to know why my dad can't tell her to leave or stop, it is because if he does she will try to kill him. It us very confusing, but the last time he did she stabbed him two times in the leg and in the arm. She stabbed him so deep he almost bled out. The day after she stabbed him I tried to get him to leave with me and when I did she stopped me. So now I'm going to sneak out tonight. I know it may be a dumb idea because she might hunt me down but it is best for Dad and I. I'm gonna make Dad come to whether he likes it or not. She needs to quit.

Dad and I has been thinking the same thing, but he came to my room first and I don't know why. I find a blood stain on my Dads shirt. He didn't come to leave. He came to tell me "I love you Alice, forever and always." I start sobbing and lift up his shirt. She stabbed him in the chest. I back away still sobbing and my Dad kneels to the ground and falls. He isn't breathing and I panic not knowing what to do.

I'm in such anger right now and I'm shaking so bad. I grab a knife hidden in my dresser. I go into the room, but she isn't there. As I turn to go back into my room with my Dad, she stops me. I try to scream, but before I do she closes my mouth and shoves me up against the wall. "Keep your mouth shut or-" I stop her. I bite her hand and she lets go of her grip on my mouth. "Or what? You gonna kill me too?" I scream so loud she covers her ears. She hasn't noticed the knife yet so I run away. I wait for her to come to me so I can stab her back for what she did. Before I get to she comes and stabs my stomach.

I kneel to the ground and manage to say "Fuck you bitch!" When the words come out of my mouth I try to stand up. Suprisingly I do and stab her right where her heart is, but somehow she manages to get up and run. She goes into her bedroom and grabs a gun. I hear her cock it and my heart starts racing. I think for a moment. I have ADHD problems and when I get scared or anything near that, adrenaline starts pumping through my blood. I am so pumped up right now I stand up, not feeling pain in my stomach. I go to her room and she says "Try to stop me now!" I dont reply and I run, jump on the bed, then I yell "Shoot me then!" And she does. I fall to the ground with my blood everywhere. I'm bleeding out. I'm in shock and I can't move, even when i try my hardest. I blacked out.

I wake up in my room beside my dad. Where is she? She is in her room packing. She isnt paying attention. I grab the knife off of the floor walk into the bedroom and wait for her to turn around. She does and I stab her in the head. This time she falls to the ground and starts shaking, like her nerves are still there. Still running. I stand up yet still in shock. I go into my room with my Dad and whisper to his ear "I love you too Daddy forever and always." I sigh and start sobbing and suddenly I am gone. I dont know what happened. Right now I think I'm dead. It turns out I am right. I'm surrounded by blackness. I never woke up since then.