How to save a life

The end

It was all over so quickly. The doctors said it would of been painless. I walked in on her lifeless body, her body had slightly slouched to the right and there was a small black gun loose in her right hand. The once white wall behind her had been painted with her blood and a note lay next to her.
"Dear mum and dad, this is not your fault, I love you, holy crap I love you more than words can even describe but I don't feel necessary on this earth, you don't need me around anymore, catch you later I hope."
Then a few lines down there was another paragraph.
"dear Lily, I couldn't have asked for a better little sister, you came into my life and you made it incredible. Please don't turn out like I did, you deserve better. I love you so so so much."
Then at the bottom of the page she wrote in small letters,
"Chandler, go to our place"
And then I got taken out of her room and no matter how hard I cried they wouldn't let me back in. Her mum came over and hugged me tightly, tears rolling down her kind, gentle face. Her dad came and patted me on the shoulder, "where's lily?" His voice was hoarse and his eyes were bright red.
Lily was also taken out of her bedroom, her face was as white as a sheet and tears were constantly rolling down her face. We all knew she didn't properly understand what was happening, she was only 9.