Everything I Have (I Will Bet on You)(Kjay)

Chapter 1

Kei was too big for his own good. Considering the average height for Japanese men was around 5'7 (or 170.8 cm. Either one) Kei stood out like a sore thumb. Always the tallest in class, and very rarely was he never the tallest out on the streets. Sometimes it was a blessing, as when it came to dance tryouts, all eyes were truly on him. He'd been told many times before that his stage presence was only amplified thanks to his size, and most expected him to have far less control than he did. It was a gift he knew how to use and benefit from whenever he danced. It was during those moments that he was grateful for his height.

But sometimes those moments weren't enough to counter the downsides. During nights he'd rather have any other body than the one he was given. A selfish want given the fact that he was a healthy and able-bodied young man, but sometimes he couldn't help but wish he was shorter.

Maybe shorter wasn't the right word. But what exactly was the term for "I wish I had a smaller dick"?

It was almost embarrassing how much he wished for it. And he always felt lesser for it. "What kind of guy wants a smaller dick?" Was a question that usually came from people who had no idea how hard it was to live with a dick long enough to legitimately hurt every girlfriend who tried to take it all the way.

Most of Kei's encounters with sex boiled down to him using only half of his dick and ending up with an unsatisfying orgasm, if any. Nobody had ever been able to ride him, and nobody had ever been able to 100% take his entire dick. And the worst part about it was that a lot of them never even made it that far.

Dating was hard. Very hard. Kei always felt he was keeping a giant secret whenever he started talking to girls. There was no way for him to comfortably say "If this is gonna happen, you need to know that my dicks huge," without being the biggest fucking creep ever. But then that leads to them dating a bit more and working towards actually wanting to have sex together, and ending up in the bedroom only for them to just...stare. And then look up at him. And then shake their head.

And that'd be the end of it. Everyone's time is wasted all because of his stupid big dick. And now his current...or rather newly ex-girlfriend wanted something better. Kei was great. But the sex was terrible. His dick was too big and made it impossible to do anything but slow and safe and that's not enough for some people. So forgive him for being in the headspace he was when he started researching size queens and watching porn that revolved around giant cocks.

He needed to see that it was possible. That there were actually people out there who could take him and that there was still hope that he could find someone he could fuck without any type of risk.

And maybe that depressed him even more because he was stuck. There were girls out there who could take him no problem, but they would never know he had a big dick unless he told them. That left it up in the air unless he wanted to be the kind of guy who wore a badge that announced his well-endowed status.

But those rules only applied to IRL dating.

Hook-up apps on the other hand...

Kei was curious. He hadn't achieved a satisfying orgasm with someone else in his entire life. If he was able to disclose his size without being a massive weirdo, his dating pool would shrink down to the girls who'd want something like that and fix the problem entirely. He wouldn't have to guess, or anything like that and everybody would be happy.

So...he made a profile. And explicitly disclosed that he had a huge dick in his bio.

And even if it had only been a couple minutes since his profile had been created, he was still impatient enough to continue watching videos, which led him to come across a video that didn't even involve a girl.