The lives of 15.

Athena or Puppydog2013

Hey peeps I'm known as Athena or Pup. I'm 12 years old and have two brothers and I live with my mom. I was a military brat. I am a new writer to Wattpad sort of. I come from a divorced family. I had a hard childhood, my dad wasn't the nicest or most understanding. My mom and him were always getting into fights and somehow leaving my brothers and I in the middle leaving us with bruises and mental scars. So one day after a really bad fight my mom decided to leave him behind so she took us and our stuff and packed up and left Arizona taking us to my Nana's in California. I left behind my friends and my best friend Cassidy. Yet because of family problems my school grades started suffering. I started getting depressed then my mom and dad tried to work it out which failed. Then they decided to date other people this hit me hard I tried to take my life. My family took this hard but my mom first thought this was a faze. She thought I was doing this for attention my mom then decided to take a job then a second I rarely saw my mom during the day. My dad drifted off for a bit not seeing us which meant we didn't see my dad's side of the family I sort of built a wall towards my family hating myself isolating myself.Then I found out my mom was pregnant I was happy yet sad because it was a wake up call that my parents are through. Then I found out my dad's girlfriend was pregnant another blow. My dad then started picking us up on weekends to get used to his pregnant girlfriend. On one of my better days my brother showed me a Vanossgaming video I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. My mom ended up losing her baby I slowly went down again. I wasn't doing well and seven months later I had a half sister I grew to to love her so much. Then my mom and her boyfriend started going out more leaving me alone I have up and down emotional spirals. Then again trying to end my life my mom knew I wasn't ok she signed me for therapy. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. With therapy I'm making a very slow recovery but its better than nothing. My grades started to rise again. I stopped thinking of self-harm and try not to isolate myself. One day when I was bored I looked for free reading apps Wattpad popped up I signed up and I loved it to be honest I'm a Jelsa shipper so that what I started reading then I saw a vanoss fanfiction I fangirled so hard it was Rescuers by Frenchfry49 and then actually everyone books who's in the FemaleVGCrew. Then I met Silver when I writing my own vanoss fanfiction then one day I met Shyla and she invited me in their kik group and we all bonded I see us as a huge family. Its like having 10 more sisters. Honestly we wouldn't know each other if not for the banana bus crew or Wattpad. We're all so close even though we all live so far apart. I'm am excited to enter 8th grade and one day to meet the rest of the FemaleVGCrew in real life! Well that's all folks.

Puppydog2013
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