Weed, sex, and skate maloley

Flashback

Chapter one
Melissa's POV:
As I put out the cigaret I had just half way smoked, I looked at the blade that sat beside me mocking my every move. Wanting to tempt my pain. I remembered why I started all of this... Why the church girl turned into a smoker... Why the scarless wrists turned into the complete opposite. All because of a boy. His name was Isaiah. The night I was on my way home from church. It was a normal Wednesday night, like any other until I opened the door to my boyfriends apartment. What I seen and heard was the end of me ever loving again... To see him love someone else... The man I gave my all to... I had never felt comfortable enough to give him my virginity... I was waiting for the fairy tale proposal... But he crushed that dream for me... My heart couldn't just be glued together or put back together by Prince Charming... I was living hell... I can never love again.
I picked up my blade and walked to the bathroom where their I watched my life drain slowly, painfully, but yet so carefully.
Cut by cut I remembered his face... His laugh... His smile...
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