This is my life

~Chapter one~

"CORALINE YOUR GOING TO BE LATE"
Is all I heard everyday at 6:40 in the morning.
Who thought it was a good idea to make innocent teens wake up at such times just to go to a building to learn about triangles.
5 minutes pass, a knock arrives at my door
"coraline seriously your going to be late get up please, I expect you to be down stairs ready to go in 10 minutes, I'm not playing this time either Coraline"
My father had a stern tone in his voice while saying this.
I get up contemplating to either get ready or slit my wrist after the night I had last night.
I choose
I wanna stay alive today. I put on baggy jeans and one of those camo hunting hoodies. It's my dads and it's not to bad looking.
I bush my hair fast and put eyeliner on my waterline I smear some dark eyeshadow on the top and bottom of my eyes.
It's not the best but it's honestly whatever.
I begin to head down the stairs

"Look who's finally up and ready to go" my oldest brother Blake says.
"Yeah she's not dead yet" that's Landon who says it
Yeah she's not dead yet
She's not dead yet
Not dead yet
Dead yet
Yet......

Those words repeat in my head as I just stare at them. "You ok Coraline" Blake says as he notices I was just staring at them.
"Yeah I'm fine, are we going yet"
I say this grabbing my backpack.
"You haven't eaten anything yet" my father says
"It's fine I'll eat at school" I reply back
"At least grab an apple" Blake says
"I'm ok I'm not really a breakfast person anyways, so are we going Blake" I say since Blake is the one who drives me and Landon to school.
"Ok yeah let's go bye dad" he says and Landon and I say bye as well and we are out the door.

Blake drives Landon is his passenger princess or whatever and I sit in the middle of the back.
I put my headphones in and put on my music.
"Wanna have Aux" Blake asks.
"Su-"
"No dude you know her music taste is not the best" Landon says
"Quit being a dick Landon" Blake says
"Just saying" Landon says as he crosses his arms
"Here Coraline" Blake says passing me the charger.
"I'm ok" since Landon clearly doesn't want me to play my music so why would I have it.
"Coraline take it" Blake says
"I don't want it"
"Just take it Cora"
"No"
He gives up
"Fine" Blake says

We arrived at the school I get out and before I get far Landon grabs my arm.
"What" I say annoyed
"Sorry for being a dick I know I should go easy on you especially after last night I'm sorry"
His emotions seem valid.
"It's whatever thanks Landon"
He does his stupid smirk and leaves.
I turn around and I see her.
The reason I didn't slit my wrist this morning
My soulmate sister Arabella.

"MY BABYS HERE" Arabella says as she pushes her friends out the way and comes running to me from the stairs she was just sitting on. When she finally reaches me she's jumps and I have to catch her.
She gives me kisses all over my face.
"Hey babe I was wondering when you would get here" she says.
She was wearing he ripped jeans and a black cropped top no jacket.
It was November it's getting really cold out.
"Yeah sorry i just woke up late" I say
"Baby don't worry I wouldn't walk inside without you" she says was we walk back to where she just was

Arabella and I had some of the same friend's
But not all.
I see our friends and then I see her friends too
I see Violet and Victoria. Then I also see my brothers and their friends.
Brendan and Austin
Then Zach  comes out of a corner with Mason. We reach them.
"Hey Coraline we thought you'd never make it". Brendan says.
"Maybe tell Blake to drive faster" I say with a smile on my face
"Or maybe you know maybe just get up a little earlier so I wouldn't hit traffic but you know that's an idea" Blake says looking at me laughing
I smile it feels good to smile.

It was now 7:10 5 minutes till the doors would open.
We were all laughing and making jokes till I stopped.
I see him
The person I really didn't wanna see today but know I would eventually.
I just needed a day off to not see him
But of course that can never happen.
It's Greyson Anderson
Greyson as my ex Greyson.
Arabella looks at me. She whispers in my ear.
"We can go for a walk if you want"
I look at her and shake my head no.
She gives me that "are you sure look"
And I say I'm fine.

He reaches us.
He looks at me.
I look away
"Hey guys". He's says
Everyone says hi and invites him to sit with us.
I try my best to not look or cry.
I can feel my eyes tear up.
"I'll be back" I hop off the ledge I was just on and fastly walk past him and everyone else. I head towards the stadium. Arabella follows. Victoria and Violet were behind her but Arabella told them to just go back.

I hear all this as the tears start to flow down my face.
I go up the stairs to the highest point or seating of  the stadium. I sit down crisscross, applesauce style.
Arabella makes it up. Im still crying
"Baby Baby It's ok" she says sitting next to me holding me.
"Why did he have to do that shit to me bro" I say
"I know baby it's hard I know ok but it's ok im here right next to you" she says holding me and rubbing my head.
"You don't know what happened last night Arabella" I say as I Lift my head from her grasp. 
"What happened last night baby"....

A/n
Hey you guys! I just want to start off my saying how excited I am to get back into writing. I have taken a long break and when I tried to log back into my account I just couldn't. I will miss seeing my Vance Harper story and my other story's like. Every other summer and I am nevermore as well ask my obx story. But this is a new beginning and I am just so happy to start fresh and see where this takes me. I hope you guys enjoy chapter one of "this is my life" and I hope to see everyone vote and enjoy reading this
New chapter coming soon....🎉