This is my life

Chapter 2

"What happened last night baby"....
Arabella says looking at me in worry
"I-I tried to kill myself last night Arabella"
She just stares at me. I can see in her eyes the tears start to form.
"W-what" is all that comes out her mouth.
I just stare at her wiping my tears away on my sleeve.
"Is that why you called me 3 times yesterday"
I nod
"Omg omg Coraline I'm so sorry I should have just got up and went to the bathroom and answered I'm so sorry baby I'm so sorry"
She says this crying and holding my face.
"It's not your fault Arabella don't blame yourself"
"No no it is I'm your Best friend, you called me as your support and I wasn't there for you all because I was at some stupid Yacht club party and my mom didn't want me on my phone and even though I saw it buzz I still didn't pick it up Bc she would get mad at me. I should have been there for you when you needed me and I wasn't and I feel like shit because you have been there when I need you can I couldn't do the same"

She says this all so fast and tears falling down her face.
"It's ok do cry i didnt take enough pills so it's ok and no one in my house noticed it's fine". I say ass I try to comfort her and wipe her tears away.
"What do you mean they didn't notice Blake said you had a rough night last night". She says looking a little confused.
"When I woke up and noticed wow I'm not dead I went down stairs and I told them that I found out Greyson cheated on me with scarlet".
I mean I'm telling the truth he did. But I found out 2 weeks ago. I've been dealing with that feeling with me for 2 weeks.

"You didn't tell them when it had actually happened" she said
"No I didn't want to start anything but I needed a solid reason as to why I was in my room all day and didn't come out". I said trying to make things seems a little better. She just looked at me.
"You need to promise me you will call my phone a hundred times when you need me. Call me until I answer spam my phone I do not care...... i mean this Coraline I cant afford to lose you too" she said this fast then slowed down at the end. She choked up at the ends.

I knew what she meant by she can't lose me either.
We both lost our mothers at a young age. It's a strange thing to say but it's as if we bond over that and coupe over it with each other.
I made that promise like she told me. We went as far as pinky promising this.

We wiped our tears. "Are you ready to head back" I said.
"Only if you are"
We got up and walked back. Everyone was starting to walk inside. The only person waiting was Greyson. He was looking straight at me. "I swear to god if he doesn't stop looking at you" Arabella began to say.
"Let me handle it you just wait inside for Me"
I said.
We reached the stairs where he was.
"Coraline can we talk" he said grabbing my arm.
I was trying to walk past him.
"Shouldn't you be with scarlet right now. Shouldn't you be with her friends instead of mine".
I said pulling my arm away but he grabbed it again. "Coraline I'm sorry ok I'm sorry I know no matter how many times I say I'm sorry you won't believe me but I didn't mean to hurt you and I love you so much"
he says this while looking at me.

"Didn't mean to hurt me wow. Do you know how fucking crazy you sound right now. So don't try bullshit me. you know what you did you fucked her the WHOLE FUCKING TIME WE WERE TOGETHER SINCE DAY FUCKING ONE. You never fucking loved me you loved the idea of you fucking scarlet one day and fucking me the next. That's what you loved. And to actually think I fucking loved a scumbag like you. I can't believe
I let a piece of shit take my virginity all because he said he loved me"

He just stood there his jaw clenched I didn't even say half of the shit he had done to be or half if the shit I felt. So if my saying the smallest amount of how I felt left him speechless I wonder how the rest would make him feel.
I walked inside leaving him behind and walked with Arabella. She hugged me we walked to first period.

"Miss Gallo and Miss Archer why are we late"
Ms.Dune said as soon as we appeared in the doorway. "We have a pass from Mr.rix" Arabella said. We showed her the pass and she told us to go sit in our seats. Arabella and I sit next to each other which is amazing.
But we have another problem that was just about to appear.
Just then a knock came at the door. "Hi Mr.Anderson pleases take at seat at your desk right in Front of Coraline"
Of course Greyson would be transferred to this class.

A/n
Hey you guys I was feeling a little bored so u wrote another chapter. This will probably be all I wrote today but I will work on a posting schedule for you guys that way you know when new chapters will come out. But until then I hope you are enjoying "this is my life" so far and I can't wait to update you guys.