Adventures of Tayley... #HayleyWilliams #TaylorYork

confusing times... (part one)

Beginning of 2015...

Hayley and Taylor have never been in more different head spaces than the last 2 months or so and that has made their friendship a little bit off but neither of them have realized that since they aren't touring at the moment and also they're having days off from work in order to spend time at home for the holidays and since something major happened after christmas which Taylor faked his reaction for her sake but he is not happy with the news at all and can't bring the theme to Jeremy since their relationship has been at odds since the latest grammy's nominations were announced and what he thought was something for the three of them as part of the band but since it's an award for songwritters and he didn't write shit on this album, only hayley and Taylor got nominated and that didn't sat well with Jeremy not matter how many times they tried to tell him how things work and how he could even be nominated with them when he barely showed his ass to the studio only to record his parts and even are some songs where they had to bring another bass player to fill his parts since he wasn't around through the whole process and now he's mad about it? they couldn't or wanted to proccess this information yet and are prolonging the moment to have that conversation but right now wasn't the correct moment...

Taylor knew he needed to go away for a little bit in order to continue with this year and what they had in store or it'd go sour faster than he doesn't wanna even wants to think about...he hasn't talked with Jeremy in almost two months and he hasn't made any move showing any sign to him or hayley and even if their friendship wasn't at its best, he was still talking to her almost daily just to figure out how to move forward because they've been through this before and neither of them wants to go through that ever again...

hayley feels like she can't talk to her fiancee about this at all even if he is going through something similar with his band but he cares more about that and some other shit than her and her own feelings and she wants to snap and tell him off, that they can't keep doing this shit if they're gonna get married and whenever she's at the point of finally leaving him she can't do it and stays with him and it's one of the reasons why Taylor needs space from her because he can't stand her fianceé and what he puts hayley through and for her safety and himself, he needs time away just to not lose it and put in jeopardy his friendship with her which to him is the most important thing in his life along with building his own friendship with zac back up and he doesn't want to bring that theme up with hayley because is a sensitive subject and same with zac and he can only hope he can help his best friends find their way towards each other again like he did with zac he's talking to him on the phone right now like they've been doing for almost a year and he went even to see him to new zealand a couple of months ago when things got heavier after he heard about her being a fianceé now and since he returned home and went back on tour, things have gone bad to worst in every way possible keeping himself busy instead of letting those toughts come to his head like he knows hayley has done and more since the whole Jeremy situation

"how is she?" - zac asked Taylor and that question took him by surprise because he has avoided talking about her with zac but then again zac knows him better than he think he does especially after being years without talking to each other and because they changed a lot in those years, Taylor maybe more than zac and became more introverted and more into himself which zac has noticed and also knows his friendship with hayley has changed a lot and become something real special that zac knows is different but because he hasn't seen it with hit own eyes can't put those pieces together fully but he's also happy they got each other and have gotten closer since he and his brother left...

"i honestly don't know, i've been keeping a distance from her lately and with everything going on i kinda needed that but i'm also worried for her and her well being, you know that duche and that situation she has been hasn't gotten any easier and i'm at the point where i can't be anywhere near him or them together or i'm about to explode and said things i might regret if that means our friendship don't go sour if i truly say what's on my mind and what's worst z is that Brian and her mom are at that point to and we can't do anything about it other than being there but i need distance from her right now..."