She was wearing a deepbrown sweatshirt, in the middle of a sunny day. Bright pink skinnys and a pair of comic converse. Her hair length mediam and brown, most guys wouldnt normaly aproch her because of the way she interperted her self, Bad ass and stone cold, not to mention possibly a bitch. Funny thing is that she was the most sweetest person who could have ever met. Her personality made people smile, she was never afraid to show her self to people she really didnt know and was able to really make friends with anyone she crossed paths with if she wanted to, and basically an all around good person.
She was only 18 and barly functioning with her self. Why wouldnt she be happy? She had a boyfriend she was about to graduate with in a month, and her sr. Prom was coming up. Basically a teenage girls dream right? Wrong for the most part life would be lovely if she was just able to go to prom with her friends, and graduate. Her boyfriend is a simple layed back guy cute, very kind hearted and trys hard to keep her together because she feels as though she needs it sometimes.
Well i, i am that girl, the girl that wants to be loved the girl who thinks she needs something perfect like a bestfriend as a boyfriend but as well as someone who knows how to be agresive with her when she needs it. I think why i think about things so much is because to be resonably honest things land far out of reach from me. About 2 mounths ago i think i really fell for him, yea yea i know what your thinking "aww... her boy friend.... how typical" but really... be relistic my boyfriend. We where just friends then, now I admit to my self everyday that im not over someone, and sometimes i talk my self into the fact he could really feel the same way. My boyfriend and i started dating about 2 days more then my ex and his girlfriend, how do i know this? oh haha well im sorta still a bit close with my ex... weird huh? well you know i dont really think so. Im not going to tell you all the cheesy details of dating my curent boyfriend or even my ex.... oh you want there names probably well lets just call them Ian (my current) and Tyler (my ex) and my name. My name is Syndney...
"Syndney! wake up!" my youngest sister wacked me with a large over stuffed pillow. Shoot up i glared at her "shut up" i growled she glared at me she was only 13 and she thought she was the queen of everything nothing but her was the boss of everything and she needed to know everything that everyone was talking about "GEESE!" she growled back stomping out of the room. I hadent been feeling well so getting a pounding to my head with a large pillow wasnt plesent. I hung my feet off the bed and walked to the closett throwing my clothes off the hanger and onto my bed. I stripped quickly and threw on what i wanted to wear, then went to the bathroom hogging it for about 25minutes doing my makeup and hair along with brushing my hair.
In the mornings i arive at the school earlyer then what i normally do. I stand with my friends at the wall on the slope, Leesa is a tall blonde and is pretty shes exactully 4 days older then i am and never really lets me forget about it, along with being overly obsessed with her self, and horses. Maranda another tall friend of mine maintaining a 4.0 at her skill level and his a bit violent at her nature but can be as crazy and spontaneous. Along with Karry a long haired artist who is talented beyond all bolefe, and Kayla a hawiien girl who isnt all that bright. Why not be with Ian in the morning? well i do i just.. think friends are a bit more important.
Leesa smiles as i aproch the wall, her eyes light up and she flips her hair in her bright perky way, i roll my eyes "hey Leesa" she blinked "oh hey, guess what me and my cozen did?" i look at her slightly showing that i might possibly want to know and raise my eyebrows she smiled "blah blah blah blah blah" not really what she had said but you know... "me, i, her, me, horse, blah" self obsobed i nodd in agreement as if i know exactully what shes talking about she smiles a bit out of breath and i say my opion she says nothing back just nodds, i sigh and lean agenst the wall. basically the morning... haha boring right? a self obsorbed best friend....wooo....
I make my way over to Ian who sits on the window sill looking a bit tired along with my ex Tyler and his current Alex. Tyler is a tall skinny muscular guy he has a slim face and comes off to be a bit rude, to some people because of his sence of humor and his girlfriend a small blond girl who dresses very comfirtible i know nothing else about her, except shes quiet and my respect and care lies very thin with her.
i smile aproching Ian and take his hands telling him good morning and running my daily rutien if you dont know much about me i play a bit rough, my sence of humar boosts and i can be a bit mean aspesully with Ian, i wounder sometimes why he even likes me. And then im ninja choped by Tyler, in the mornings i rarly now ever see him hugging his girlfriend, they just sit he pays little attention to her and i know that feeling, but i cant help but feel... happy about it. He pays more attention to me then anyone over there and hes allover Ian when im around. along with trying to squeeze in a few words to me as well. im slightly overwhelmed with the attention that i get from him, and i consume it like a child consumes there first cake.
i wounder if you have found out who ive fallen in love with yet. if you have guess Tyler... your correct he's rarly off my mind. I was extreamly jelouse of Alex when she started showing up. Another girl to replace me... thoughs where my thoughts. To be honest id love to hang out with Tyler and Ian at the same time, im Ian's girlfriend, you know someone who he should be proud of. Things bother me about Ian, and im still trying to figure him out, i think sometimes he lies to me. Or when he tells Tyler one thing like he's at the library and really he's at my house. i dont understand why he cant just flat out tell him. like there was this one time, I wanted an adventure i was wanting to get out of my house for once and i knew that Ian was going to be with Tyler later, so i invite Tyler along as well thinking maybe possibly Ian will pass it along. He tells Tyler that hes going to be bussy and wont be free till later, it just sorta pisses me off. And bothers me a bit more possibly then what it should.
To be continued...
