I wish you could understand that the pain you gave me never went away
Sure the question "do you want to be friends again" is easy. But the pain is still throbbing. I wish you knew how much I cried when you left
The sniffles were endless, replacement friends weren't real. I wish popularity now wasn't such a big deal. Obviously you aren't like most but as soon as you left out friendship became a ghost.
Emails sent. Unread for weeks, when you came. back you were at your "peak"
You haven't hurt me again yet, but I really used to think our friendship was a bet
I guess you aren't the worst, but I feel like sometimes I want to burst
Yeah I look at you at tournaments sometimes angry but whatever
I really hope our friendship will be getting better.
