Exploring The Universe

7. Blood line ends

×This chapter includes violence and slight detail of blood×

It's been five days since Mother's and
Maddies death.....

Today is the day we were going to have their funeral. I was only able to afford the funeral because I worked nonstop the past 5 days. I didn't give myself a break. I didn't stop to sleep or eat.

At this point, I think I'm going to have an eating disorder. But that's not important. What's important was the funeral.

Right now, Nickolas and I were getting ready for the burial. We were the only ones that were going to be their so there was no reason to make it big. But I did try to make it special.

I wanted Maddie and mother to know that they were very important to me even if they weren't in my life for that long. They're still family.

×Skipping to the burial×

Mother and Maddie had just been buried into the ground....

Nicolas and I stood there silently, giving our respects. After a while, Nicolas had left to the car saying that he would be waiting for and to 'hurry it up' because he didn't want to wait long.

I bent down, pressing my head against the earth's soil where my two blood relatives had just been buried. Saying my big final last goodbye.

Sitting up, I  inhaled deeply, suddenly feeling droplets of watter fall on my face. Looking up, I smiled sadly as I let the rain fall onto my face.

Once again, I said my final goodbye. I turned, and he'd to the car where Nicolas awaited.

Once I made it to the car, I got in and sat there for a while. Taking a silent, deep breath, I turned to my brother.

"Is there somewhere you may want to go... Maybe to get ice cream or some snacks. O.. or we can eve g...."

"Shut up," I heard Nicolas say. "Just get to driving and take me home."

Inhaling sharply, I gave a short nod and looked in front of me. I started the car and took off towards the house.

×Time skip×

It's been almost an hour since we've been home. I was currently sitting in my room looking out my opened window.

I looked toward my bathroom door, taking a deep breath. I got up, grabbed some pj's, and walked into my restroom.

I gently placed my clothes down on the toilet, standing there for a couple of seconds. I looked towards my sink, feeling my mind go slightly foggy.

Standing in front of the sink, I bent down to where the cabinets are. Reaching for the nob, I opened it.

I stared into the cabin until I finally made the decision to reach for it. Grabbing the blade tightly, i brought it closer to me.

Breathing heavily, I put the blade against my wrist. I could feel the tears falling from my face as my hands were shakily gripping the blade.

After a while, it seemed my body had gone on autio pilot. As I watched my hands slice non-stop onto my wrist.

Taking a deep breath, I was finally able to take control of my body. I stopped cutting. panicking slightly as I saw my blood all over the floor. Quickly taking action, I grabbed the towels in my cabinet along with some bleach and scrubbed at the floor to get rid of the blood.