Dear friends
I must obviously introduce myself. I am Vanessa (not real name lol) and a 19 year old black girl who struggles with her faith and living in the world and trying to live in the church. I am a complete sinner and struggle with things like pornography, masturbation, cussing, gossip, lying, etc. Essentially, all the sins that do not involve murder or theft. How crazy is that?? I am really lonely and struggling alone because I don't know who to spill my crap too. I can not afford a therapist where I live, I can not and do not want to tell anyone around me about this, so who do I turn to, random strangers on the internet. I know there has to be someone out there like me. J just knows it, because if there isn't, then I don't know what happens next. I must just truly believe that I am alone and that my struggles are a me problem, and the devil really hates me.
So yeah. This is, essentially, a diary out for the public to read. So, I hope I make new friends amidst my struggles and learn that I am not truly alone.
Love forever and ever
~V❤️
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Confessions of a Mad Black Christian Girl ✝️👀
Non-FictionSo I have a lot to get of my chest, and it would make me feel better if I wasn't alone, going through these struggles and feeling like crap all the time. I just wantto find people to relate to me, but I really have no one to tell. So why not random...
