Byler oneshots!!<3

High..

!!B4 READING THIS. THESE ARE THE TWS!!

-Drug$,Poor S3lf image,And Anxiety-

IF ANY OF THESE WILL TRIGGER U FOR SOME REASON. PLS DONT READ THIS<3

Will was having a hard time.

He couldn't stop thinking about Mike and himself.

He was tired of hiding his feelings for him bottled up, he HATED that he had to Use El's name to cover it up everytime he confesses his feelings. He hates how he looks.. so werid. So weak..

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Will was lying in bed as the same thoughts ran through his head.

He starts to cry then he groans and sit up.

WILL:"W..Why..Why is this so hard?!.." He mumbles to himself.

He trys to think how he could make himself calm down then he remembers Johnthan left eariler..so did el and Joyce.

Will decided..to smoke.

He remembers that Johnthan has that "Palm tree delight" whatever stuff in his room..he remembers catching Johnthan and promising not to tell.

Just to make him for better..he couldn't handle it anymore.

He gets up and goes into Johnthan's bedroom.

WILL:"Jesus..it's smells.." He mutters as he starts to go through his drawers trying to find it.

After awhile he finds it, he looks at it and at the ground.

'You have to do it..it's the only way you can make these stupid thoughts to go away...' He thought to himself.

He put it one of them in his pocket,grabbed the lighter and then put the bag back, and everything else back.

Like Johnthan was gonna notice- he just did it..just in case.

He walked to his room and shut the door then opened the window.

WILL:"This shit better work.." He says to himself.

He grabbed a lighter and lit it..

He smoked it. He coughed a couple times. He's more 'fragile'..

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After awhile..hes high.

He's eyes slightly red but it's definitely noticeable. He's just sitting on his bed, humming songs.

Not thinking of Mike, not thinking about "how ugly he is"..He's just numb. All of his 'problems' were gone..

Then Will heard a knock on the door he stumbled as he walked to the the door and opened it.

It was Mike..

MIKE:"Hey Will..Joyce wanted me to t-..." He says nicely then he noticed Will doesn't look...Well?...

WILL:"Oh H-Hey.." He murmurs

Mike comes in and shuts the front door gently.

He stand infront of Will and oust his hand on his shoulder.

MIKE:"You alright? You seem off..or sick.." He say softly with a small smile.

Will just nods in respond.

Mike wasn't buying it..

MIKE:"Ermm...Ok then..Well your mom made me tell you that Her,El,and Johnthan might be a little late when they come home. Ok?.." He says softly.