JINGREN IS LIFE (sorry but not sorry)

2 holes u gotta fill em both

It's the end of my ideas!!! <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠>
Please let's not talk about the title, I wanted to be funny but it actually sounds terrifying.
The loss.

The curtains rustled softly in the afternoon light.
All their movements were projected all over the big living hall making all with a sort of fluffy pattern.
Even the trees in the garden outside made that nostalgic sound of the past summers.
Winter was already at his end, greeting the new season.

«The express will soon depart», a guard said, peeking out of the large door.

Jingyuan, right behind Blade, seemed to stop his breath for some seconds, then he softly replied: «Thanks... when exactly?»

«This evening, General».

Blade knew Jingyuan was nodding now, the way he always do.
He didn't say anything and just kept looking at the snow curtains.

After some moments, he found a fluffy white head placed on his shoulder, two strong arms secured him in a firm grip.
Blade already knew what he was thinking about, as he just sighed.

«Why don't you want to greet him for the last time? Will it hurts this much?» the fluffy head muttered.

«Mn» he just answered. Blade didn't want to "argue" about it again.

"Argue"... yeah, he and Jingyuan have never argued since the time he came back. Jingyuan really grew up in a fantastic man, good-tempered and with a splendid way of thinking.
Thanks to him too.
Even if Blade, on the contrary, had a bad temper and a not-too-great personality.

«Okay... then do it for me». Jingyuan now smiled at him.

Fuck, Jingyuan. You little brat.
Blade tried to keep himself calm. Jingyuan was his only weak spot.

«Spoiled brat...» he sighed finally.
Nice nickname to a 700 year old man, Blade.

After that, Blade didn't even have the time to think, as he helped Jingyuan with multiple tasks and taught Yanqing some trick with the sword.

«I can't see how the fuck would I care about Dan Feng and all his stuff...» Blade complained, as soon as he had the time to think about the problem incoming. Something that couldn't be avoided anymore.

Jingyuan drove Yanqing to his dormitories and then replied, looking directly at Blade: «Can I be selfish today? I always miss the old times and their peace, the effort I put to please you and the fight to defend my interests».

Blade grunted, not knowing whatever to laugh or cry (cit!!!) about that fact. He felt nostalgic but in someway, he didn't want to return there.
Also, his dignity was drilling in his ears with a deafening sound, or maybe... it was dead silence because his dignity wasn't there anymore.
Well, probably.

But that's not the point!
He wasn't going to do that! At least, not with that bastard, dickhead, asshole of the previous head of the Vidyadhara Clan.
Nuh-uh.

Well, Blade was trying to not believe his mate.
Trying.

And at their place, he couldn't believe his eyes. Jingyuan did it for real!!!!
OM... Inner peace, Blade, inner peace...
He tried to shut all the bad things he was thinking at the moment.

«Jingyuan...» he growled low.

Jingyuan just smiled back at him.

«Have you gone insane?» Blade pointed Dan Feng behind him, who was standing with his arms crossed and his eyes closed.

The atmosphere was suddenly heavy, the uneasiness could be felt on the skin and Jingyuan knew it the most.

«Yingxing...» he gently started, his soft and low tone, completely the opposite of Blade's, «I know what are you thinking about. It's just a childish dream of mine, to have both of you together here. Do it for me...»