Shattered Reflections: The Struggles of an Unseen Battle

chapter one - introduction

Hi! I'm an average high school student or maybe I'm not, who knows. I'm not really a social person but I like making friends and talking to others like everyone. I think I have an average life or so I thought. Things haven't been easy for me recently. But it's fine because everyone has bad days. I always say everything is temporary even if things last for years. Everything ends at some point. You just need to learn how to react to these endings. Some people take it easy and let it go after a day but some people take it way too serious and never let it go. You know the pain changes everyone, and everyone reacts to it differently. And it's totally okay because everyone is different at some point. For example someone takes school really seriously, focuses on their studies and does really well in class and some don't ,they just go there because they need to (I'm one of these people). I thought high school would be way easier. It's actually so hard. I was an all A student in middle school but in highschool I'm happy if I get a C. I'm kinda disappointed in myself because of it. I always try my best but it feels like it's never enough. I'm kinda used to this feeling now so it doesn't hurt that much as at the beginning. It was hard to get into a totally different class without my old friends, at first I thought it will be easy to make friends but I still don't have any friends and it's been months. I'm still trying though even if its hard, maybe someone will see how hard I'm trying. (It probably won't happen). I still have some hope tho so we will see..