Love Contradiction

1. Beyond Two Kids Room

"You're my singer, you're mine. Nobody can take you away. You held my hand while I cried for 30 minutes straight. You are my comfort. Thank you. Without you, I'd have had hard times." - Hyunjin

Hyunjin thought saying these things at Two Kids Room would get Seungmin to look his way, but he was oblivious.

"He keeps looking every which way but mine, Felix. We've never fought. We've always been in support of each other. I am his biggest fan, he is mine, but why won't he love me?"

"What do you even know?" Hyunjin said... Once again, he poured his heart out for everyone to see, everyone, except Seungmin, that is.

"I guess I have a good friend." Seungmin said.

"He guesses? He guesses he has a good friend? What the fuck, Felix? I don't know how much more of this I can take!"

"Hyunjin, why don't you confess already? You keep complaining about him not understanding you, but you haven't been clear with him to start with. Stop complaining if you won't do anything about it!" Felix rarely got annoyed with Hyunjin, but he was frustrated with his friend.

Hyunjin thought about Felix's words. He was right, but what if this meant losing Seungmin? He was terrified of the possibility of causing a rift between them. "I can't live without him being close to me. What if he ends up being uncomfortable with me?" He sighed.

In the following days, Seungmin seemed agitated around their group leader, Bang Chan, who had suddenly gotten a girlfriend. "Don't tell me he's jealous of Chan-hyung! I hope I'm wrong. Of all the members, seriously? Hmmm... or... Maybe he's concerned like we are. Hyung is going too fast."

That same day, Lee Know called a meeting of the hyung line in his room to talk to Chan about his relationship with his new girlfriend. All was well until Chan mentioned Seungmin had confessed to him three weeks prior.

"I have one more thing to mention. I need you to help me with Seungmin. It seems he has developed feelings for me, so me having a girlfriend is a little hard for him right now. Our sweet puppy. I don't want him to get hurt."

Hyunjin sprung from his seat. "Hyung, don't worry. I'll take care of him. Leave him to me, okay? I'll stick to him like glue!"

"Thank you Hyunjin, that seems like a good idea. You've never even fought with him, so you might be the one to help him through this."

Hyunjin was extra kind and sweet to Seungmin, and rarely left his side. "Minmin, let's go eat dinner, and since we're off tomorrow, how about some wine to take back to my room?"

"Sure. I feel like drinking, too!"

Seungmin always made Hyunjin laugh and tonight was no exception. They had a great time at dinner, and Hyunjin's eyes sparkled with love towards his teammate.

Back at their room, they made quick work of the wine bottle they'd started at dinner, and were both a little drunk.

Both men were sitting against Hyunjin's headboard, watching a drama. Suddenly Seungmin leaned his head on Hyunjin's shoulder, causing Hyunjin's heart to race uncontrollably.

"You okay? Minnie?"

"You always feel so comfortable. Thank you for being here for me." Seungmin placed his hand on Hyunjin's, giving it a little squeeze.

At the same time, the main characters of the drama were kissing and getting intimate with each other, causing both men to blush slightly.

"Minnie, you're very important to me, remember that. I'll always be here for you."

Hyunjin turned to kiss Seungmin in the cheek, but Seungmin turned his head at the same time causing them to accidentally press their lips together.

"Oh, I'm sorry I just wanted to kiss you in the cheek" said Hyunjin, looking into Seungmin's eyes.

"Can you do that again?"

"What?" Hyunjin was shocked.

"Can you kiss me again, for real this time?"

"Are you sure?"

"No, but do it anyway. Please?"

Hyunjin cupped Seungmin's face and softly kissed him. The other intensified their kiss, until they were devouring each other's lips. Hands went everywhere, and lips traveled from mouth to neck, to chest and back.

"I can't get enough of you, Minnie. What are you doing to me?"

"I'm sorry Hyung."

Hearing the word hyung drove Hyunin to the edge. "What did you call me? Come here!"

Hyunjin began unzipping the younger's pants when a knock on the door interrupted them.

"Room service!" They had forgotten about the late night snack they'd ordered for themselves and Felix, who wanted fried chicken. They had to stop what they were doing and regain their composure.

While Hyunjin answered the door, Seungmin washed his face with cold water.

He looked at himself in the mirror and thought. "Kim Seungmin, sober up! What did you just do? I thought you liked Chan, but here you are making out with Hyunjin!? I'm so confused. That felt so good, though. Maybe it was the wine, combined with the drama. I have to apologize for acting like this."

As he opened the door "Hyunjin, I..." He froze realizing Felix was now in the room.

"Yes, Minnie?"

"Oh, I just forgot what I was going to say. Hi Felix!" He waved and smiled at his friend.

"Hey, Minnie! Want some chicken?"

"Yeah. I'm hungry."

They all ate, and occasionally the two make out buddies would steal glances at each other and smile.

Once the chicken was gone, so was Seungmin, who had to return to his room with Lee Know.

"You were out a while. Did you eat?"

"Yeah, hyung. I ate with Hyunjin and we just had a snack in his room with Felix."

"Your cheeks are flushed, did you drink?"

"Yeah, we had some wine."

"Ah, okay. You are spending a lot of time with Hyunjin lately. Anything going on?"

Seungmin's face showed complete panic. Lee Know always could read Seungmin's face. He was the only one who knew about his feelings for Chan.

"Umm... I don't know. I need to go to sleep. Let's talk later."

"Okay. I'm here for whatever you need. Good night."

"Good night, hyung. Thank you."