Why do my drawings always have to be ignored? Why do I always have to be left out? Why am I always blamed? Why do people hate me so much? Why?
I try my fucking best to live up to people's expectations, I really do but I always get ignored in the end. Why do I even try? Why do my cousins and brother try to leave me out? Is it because of my anger issues? My undiscovered disorders? I just don't want to be ignored anymore, Im human and have feelings too, Its like no one knows that, I try to hard to help with everyone's problems, I honestly do, I soak up their problems, increasing mine, because im so worried about them (Not aimed at Jake, Nicky or Anyone)
I wish my tears would just stop, I shouldn't be crying because of my cousins and brother because of me being left out because I didn't want to feel left out while one person did something to get us free coins.
