Forget me || Sam Golbach

1

I took a sip from my tea as i scrolled further on his Instagram. He deleted every single post he had with me as soon as he blocked me as well.
"You're stalking him again arent you" I heard Colby complain. I ignored him and went and sat at the balcony. He followed shortly holding my cup of tea that had went cold by then.
"You have to move on Y/N. You know he has". And that hurt like a bitch. I felt tears filling my eyes and I just let them fall. Colby knew what had happened between me and Sam, and I know he'd talked to him multiple times about it. But I also knew Sam was stubborn and selfish to admit when he was in the wrong.
We changed the subject and talked for a bit about the tour he had with Sam in a couple of days. While we were still together, Sam immediately had my ticket booked without even asking me. We had everything planned out, he wanted to show me off to his fans, wanted to take me everywhere i ever dreamed as a kid. He knew my love for traveling, and he knew my family couldn't afford any trips for me when I was younger. He knew simply too many things about me. And that made it even worse in my head.

I hadn't slept good in weeks and you could tell even more now from the bags under my eyes, no matter how much makeup i used, to cover them up.
I worked as a book cafe owner a couple of streets down. Every few days Sam would insist to open the shop for me so I could get some more hours of sleep, and even though I felt bad i couldn't say I didnt appreciate it. But these extra few hours of rest didnt happen anymore.
I observed the people that entered and exited the cafe, feeling the time pass slowly, and even noticing the sun setting and the light fading. I wouldn't admit it but deep down my eyes flickered to the door everytime i heard the little 'ding', hoping for that one blonde to show up. And thats how my days have been for almost 3 weeks now, without it getting any better. The one thing I was most afraid of was his tour. I dont specifically know why, but I felt it wouldnt be good. And I was right.

It wasn't me who first saw the story. I was chilling at Jake's when he suddenly stopped ranting about how they got his 3rd KFC'S order for the day wrong AGAIN. I didnt question it at first but after a minute of him being silent i looked up to him, only to find his eyes on me, mouth slightly opened.
"Boy tf you staring at what happened" i bit my nail waiting for his brain ass to work.
"Don't check Sam's story".
This dumbass. I ran for my phone as he tried to grab my leg and quickly tapped on his story.
My heart dropped.
Katrina.

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Helloooo, I'm basically writing this for my bestie, and all this is for fun so please dont take anything serious. Its just a fanfic and the roles arent true to the actual people! 💗💗