Him

My love for him

I miss him a lot I do I want him to know that no matter what I'm always near him even in his heart I love him a lot more than most people do I know how it feels for parents to be divorced and the feel of the world being on your shoulders I know the disappointment when you do the wrong thing I know all the pain he's dealing with and the fear of losing someone very close to him trust me I know how it all feels I do. I wish he would open up to me more than he knows. My love for him is unlimited it knows no limits I want to cherish all the kisses I've felt on his lips I want to be able to say I love him and I want to lay down underneath the moon I want to feel every inch of him and he does the same I want to explore new things with him but at his pace. I want to take him from this pain that he has learned I want to be able to wake up every morning with him by my side I want to be able to say hey look he's mine I want him for the rest of my life I want to spend every last second that we are alive to be with him and no other guy I want to be able to feel his breath on my skin and every little touch too. I want to be able to see him and hug him and make him laugh I don't ever want to leave his side even in the end I'll never leave I'll stay close in case he needs company I won't go far I'll stay close just to him hear him say I need you the most I want him to know I love him so he won't leave or fall for someone else I'm scared he might but I don't want to think about that I just want to remember all the good times we had I don't ever want it to be true that one day I'm without him.