What I did

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So this is the end, the end of everything, the end of breathing, the end of heart beats, the end of life.
I wanted to do so many things in my life but instead I did what I did.
I am such a disappointment, a disappointment to my friends, a disappointment to my family, a disappointment to myself.

This is not the first time, I have been here many times before. But this time it was the worst.

I'm still sitting here in a basement, this is the sixth day now, no food no water and about to die. Everything is turning black slowly loosing sight (not that I can see anything anyway). All of a sudden I hear the creek of a door opening slowly with a glimpse of light shining through, but the door being closed quickly not allowing me to see who it is. "Who are you" I yell "what do you want, can you let me die in peace" I hear a whisper but can't understand what they said. suddenly a light appears it's only dim but bright enough for me to see a silhouette of them. It was a man wearing a big black coat, he reminded me of someone but I couldn't put my finger on it.

The next thing I know he's grabbing my arms and making me walk up the stairs and outside. The sun being very bright shining in my eyes made everything look pretty and happy, but then the sun being covered by a cloud made everything go back to normal. All the grass and flowers were dead, the path was broken and the car was smashed and covered in mud. He then forced me to get into the disgusting cars boot and stay there. I struggled to get out but it was no use he was to strong I started screaming hoping someone would hear me but no one did.

I couldn't do anything so I lied there freezing cold. after a long trip we came to a stop and we got out of car. I tried to get free and run away but he already had a grip on me and was making walk towards the wall. he pushed me against the wall and put the gun to my head I screamed and tugged away it didn't work. He put a piece of cloth in my mouth to shut me up and put his finger on the trigger started to pull it when a voice starts screaming and yelling "NO" I couldn't tell who it was yet they were still hiding in the bushes he yells it again "NO" they put their head up while doing this letting me to see who it is.