Newbie || ·Matthew Espinosa·

Chapter 16

Matthew's P.O.V

Soon Jess left to go to her station, I let myself fall oh a random chair that was beside some boxes in the backstage. I felt relived that I had apologize to her, but I never know it would feel this nice, I sigh and let my head hang from the chair. 

"Matt!" I quickly heard and stud up mahogany was there with a sass in her. "What did I say?" 

"Ugh?" I said not quite knowing what she could had said. "Get to you station! the fan are looking for you." I realized what she said and quickly ran towards my station which was a mess, when I got there the venue was packed, and you can sure image what all the girls did when they saw me pass.

yelling. 

yelling was all I could hear and honestly I love it.

-Jess's P.O.V

So. Many. People. 

that was all that was going throw my mind, how would i ever even talk, okay Jess pull your self together. I closed my eyes and breath.

"Jess what are you doing? come here!" I heard Zoey whisper/yelled i bit my bottom lip and made my way towards the table. "I'm sorry, you know how I feel about this." 

"Jess these are your fans, the people that love you." I sigh loudly and put my face up high, as soon as I did that I heard even more screaming. "NOpe I can't, I can't." I almost ran until Zoey grabbed my hand which made the crowed laugh. 

"STAY!" she said and sat me down, soon we heard a bell meaning that the fans can pass one by one waiting to meet us. oh boy here we go

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"I promise you will, you will make it throw and far." I say almost crying, all of these fans come to me with there life stories and I love how they have this feeling that they can tell me everything because that's what I want them to think, that they can trust me and sometimes some stories are awful the way they how they tell me how they feel all alone, and by only watching my videos make them feel loved just brings joy to my heart. 

"Jess, can we take a picture?" Iris said, which is the fan that is now her turn too meet. "Sure." she soon stud by me and smiled into the camera which Zoe was hold, after that I hugged her and talked some more, but the time pass throw quick. "oh, and one last thing Jess!" 

I looked at her curiously "Yeah?" she got closer into my ear. "Matt is stalking you" I backed up a little from her. "What?!" I said kinda laughing. Iris just smiled and waved goodbye. I looked up towards where Cheeks was and he had a surprised looked on his face, I just laughed and went back to meeting the next fan in line.

soon enough I had to leave because we all had to backstage for all the performances. "So? was that awesome?" Zoey said. "yeah, I was!" I said standing up. "I got so many cute little things from the fans and it all just so adorable." she said jumping. 

soon we started walk towards back stage, and suddenly I felt a buzz in my pocket, I took out my phone to see a message form Jason. 

from Jason: how is it going? =o

I smiled and started typing back

To Jason: OMFG I'M ALMOST GOING ON SO NERVES!! D=

I looked up already backstage and put the phone back on my pocket, Nash soon waved his hand telling us to get closer to where he was, I looked at Zoey that didn't quite look like she wanted to go, I just smirked and pulled her towards him. this is it where I can bring them together and work the magic. "Hi guys how did it go with the fans?" Nash asked.

"It was amazing!" I said.

"Yeah really awesome." Zoe said. my phone buzzed and I bet it was Jason calling. This was the best time to leave them alone. "I have to get this, I'll be back." As I walked away I couldn't help but notice Ruby already on the stage. I made eye contact and I send her a smile with a big thumbs up. 

"hello?" I answered.

-"Hey, Jess Just wanted to wish you good luck before you go on." I heard Jason say throw the phone. 

"How did ya know I wasn't on now?" I said smiling.

-"Well, you answered." 

"I don't need your sass!" I said the I heard him laugh.

-"When are you going on?" 

"Like about, in 15 min." 

-"Well i'm-" suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder I turn to see cheeks, I I didn't kn ow what to say or do so I just "yes?" 

"Who are you talking to?" he said smiling really deep. "urm hold on." I said into the phone. 

I looked at cheeks and licked my lips. "go away." in said with a smile. "hey you are about to go on you can't be on your phone." I just put the phone my ear and stick my  tongue out. 

"So what was you saying Jason?" I soon as I said his name the phone was snached out my hand. 

"Hey yeah, this is Matthew i'm sorry but Jess need to practice for her very first prominence and doesn't need a distraction. goodbye." and with that he hanged up. I just stud there like what the heack. 

"What in the-" 

"Hey language!" Cheeks said, I was literately going to rip his head off. "Why did you do that?!" 

"Do what?" he said smiling. 

"Cheeks, I could have been talking to a family member."

"where you?" 

"No but-" 

"No buts! let go!" he said pulling me. "Where are we going?" I said. "Ugh! just shut up and come!" we soon, got throw all the people and into a little closet. "urm Cheeks we are in a closet." 

"yeah I know."

"why?" 

"Well, I need to tell you that," he stopped and looked at the grown "that i am not stalking you." he said, I was really trying so hard not laugh right there. "Look Matt, I honestly don't-"

"Yeah whatever. yeah I know what you are going to say, but really Jess you are not the most important thing in the world okay, not every one focuses only on you so, i'm not stalking you I have better thing to stalk on." 

"I know." I said.

"and don't tell me- wait you know?" he said.

"Yeah I do, I'm not the most important thing in the world no one is, that's why people that love you leave, soon they make you feel important but they can also make you feel like shit at the same time, but that wasn't what I was going to say, what I was going to was I honestly don't care if people call you are anyone a stalker, only because they call you one doesn't mean you are."

after I said all of that his face soften. "Know I have to go and practice Cheeks." I poked his cheek and left. I think I left him think for a while, that's the thing I like doing is confusing people, and I think i just confused the hell out of cheeks. 

"JESS!" I turn too see Nash running toward me. "What?" he finally came up to me. "Wait what are you doin-" 

"Nash put me down!" he picked me up and started run towards where everyone was.