Dear ______,
I never thought about the word "love" as deep as I had been contemplating now. I wasn't even sure I am capable of it. But when stupid cupid struck that stupid arrow right into my stupid heart, I just knew it had to be you. You never knew how many times I dreamed of you at night, hating myself for making the mistake of ever waking up. There in my dreams, I never tremble when you're near or choke everytime I try to talk to you..
But when I wake up, reality hits me hard on the face for I know I'd never find the courage to take you by the hand and never let you go. I can't comprehend the very reason why my heart stops beating when you're near. Am I madly inlove or is LOVE mad at me? Whichever is true, I dont seem to care. All I know is that I want to be with you all the time. Take my waking and sleeping hours. I won't mind.
I can't be a fool for eternity . I can't live in a dream. For my heart is real and so is my love. I do hope you will come to realize that. For even if everything goes wrong whenever you're beside me, one thing would always be right and it would stay that way for as long as it exists.. My love for you..
Love,
Winna
