After a few minuted, Khao is still silent with First decision just a tears that flow down on his clear face. Khao feel so fragile right now and his world suddenly broke down with those word coming out from First mouth
"no .. no.. First..Ter.." Khao whisper slowly, his eyes trying to look at First eyes but those eyes show tiredness and no spark to hold on their relationship anymore
"we have been hurting each other lately Khao.. we can still contact each other as a friend like we did before.." First trying to persuade Khao to agree to take a rest from their relationship. First look in Khao eyes showing a sad, anger and confius at him.
"how long? how long? 1 months? 2 years? until I died?! you dont love me anymore huh? are you tired of me? are u tired of us? or do you want to die?.." Khao said with a stern voice, he dont like with this situation. First reach Khao face with his both hand then kiss Khao forehead
"calm down Khao.. I love you so much but this is not us. me, you and our relationship have changed, argue everyday.. we are so busy with work and we met just for a few day in a month not like during our college time.. cant you see that we are slowly hurting each other. I will wait for you until the end of my life, I promise you Ter." First trying not make his baby crying anymore and he dont want to burden Khao with his illness anymore.
First know if he inform that he have heart disease in stage 3 to Khao, his boyfriend will end his actor career immediately. During in college Khao failed his dancing class exam because he cant focus after heard that First collapse while playing a football in a field. First get a heart disease from his family lineage, his mother and his ancestor died because of the same illness like him. But Khao never know about First Heart disease is become worst
"I know you are not agree with this but it the best for you and your career babe" First whisper infront Khao face, their face is so closed to each other
" I trust you.. I dont want you to get hurt by my fans anymore.. please wait for me until I am done being an actor and we will get married ok .. I love you First" Khao think he cant be selfish and forcing First to stay. Khao kiss First lips slowly while tears rolling down again. Khao hope its not a last time he will kiss First
"I love you too Khaotung" First make a distant from Khao face then show a sweet smile.
"can we do it for the last time as a couple~" Khao asking cutely while First stare at Khao lips, First feel so relieved for both of them because they are mature when discuss about their relationship, it so different when they are student always fight and nearly to hit each other face. This is not the first time they take a rest from relationship but Khao is afraid for this time will work it or not. Khao hope they will come back again to each other one day.
"lets take a shower first naa" First
Once they already take a shower, Khao pushed First onto the bed lying on the bed then Khao sit on top of his thigh. First undress Khao towel coat from his body then throw it across the room. First pull Khao neck down so that they can kissing each other lips then First pepper kisses along his collarbone, make Khao shudder in pleasure.
"can I ride you for the last time" Khao said breathlessly, looking down at First eyes. Khao said shyly make his face flushing a deep red color as he wait a reply from First
First smirked when Khao asking permission, he reached for the lube in the nightstand.
"sorry I cant hear you clearly Khao?" First repeated innocently, pretending he didn't hear Khao and it make Khao really uncomfortable at the though of repeating.
Khao kissing First neck down to his collarbone then make a hicky there, he go up until reach First ear he nibble it slowly then whisper
"I want to ride you First Kanapan" Khao then kiss First ear, First is giggle when Khao kiss his ear again
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FirstKhao OneShots
De TodoIts so hard to find firstkhao fanfiction.. I will just write with my ideas btw my english is bad but I hope you enjoyed it.