#3 first 🩸 pt 1

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Time skip 2 days after SH

⚠️blood?⚠️

I woke up to me tossing and turning. I was in chris' bed. Usually i would go into Matt's room but I wanted to make my bond stronger with him. Anyways back to the point. I was having the WORST lower stomach cramps and a throbbing headache. I carefully go up from the bed. Trying to not wake Chris up. I went to my own washroom even tho he had one in his room. I went to go pee, I look down at the toilet. FUCK it was my period. My first fucking period. I kinda knew what to expect because Marylou had told me about it and what to do. But SHIT UGHHH I I didn't have ANY pads or anything like that. And it would be SO embarrassing to ask my brothers to take me somewhere to get stuff. I had to think. And think fast because I was already in the washroom for 15mins and I didn't want anyone to come in or ask if I was okay. So I just shoved toilet paper down my under. It was so uncomfortable. Marylou said one time that "it's very easy to leak through you clothes, so be careful" so with that I grabbed a hoodie, yeah a hoodie not a towel because all my towels were I the wash. I REALLY didn't want to use a hoodie but that was my only option, if I didn't want to leak ALL over Chris' bed.

I slowly crawled back into Chris' bed and putting my hoodie underneath my waist and ass area💀. I was SO scared I didn't want to leak on his bed. I knew I was going to ruin this hoodie, but at this point, I didnt care.

I woke up the next morning to some bangs in the kitchen. Chris wasn't next to me. PERFECT. I grabbed my phone it read 11:24am okayyy I slept in a little longer than usual. I was still so exhausted and I wasn't sure why. Anyways I got up and moved the hoodie from my waist. YES no blood on the bed!!
Okay the worst part was over. Now my hoodie I knew it would be completely ruined and guess what I was right I was kind of pissed and I didn't know what to do. If my brother saw that blood they probably think I was SHing my self even more.
Swiped through the hoodie in my bathroom under the sink so no one could see it. I'll deal with that later I thought to myself.

I went downstairs because I was starving. It smelled really good. I saw Nick, Chris and Matt all sitting at the island talking about Chris's merch. I thought is so cool! Anyways, there are some waffles on a plate with butter and maple syrup "heyyy y/n, how did you sleep?" Nick said calmly "good" I replied dryly. I knew last night wasn't that good. I thought to myself. I sat at the island next to Matt and Nick Chris continued talking about his merch. They knew I wasn't in the best mood so they didn't continue the conversation."oh y/n we are all going to target in a half and hour if you want to come" Matt said. YES I CAN GET PADS. " oh yeah sure" I replied, making sure I didn't say it too excitedly.

After my waffles, I ran upstairs put some comfy clothes on and made sure I had Black sweatpants on. Fuck I thought to myself. The seats are fucking beige in the car! And I leaked through everything so far. And it would be so weird if I brought a sweater or a towel to sit on they'd be Hella confused. "Y/N COME ON WE ARE LEAVING NOW" I heard Chris yell from downstairs. I grabbed my phone ran downstairs put my old Converse on and went out the door. Matt lock the door and we all got into the car. Fuck I was scared as shit. I was half on my knees, so my ass wasn't touching the seat. All three of them looked at me very confused. "Y/n sit down properly that's not safe" Chris said. For some reason I just snapped. "I DONT FUCKING CARE CHRIS" why did I just yell at him fuckkk I knew he would yell back "SIT DOWN NOW" Chris yelled. now I had to sit down .I slowly sat down, putting my hands under my ass, so that, if anything I would have blood on my hands and not the seat.

TIME SKIP AT TARGET

I jumped out of the car VERY fast and looked at the seat. FEWF. there was nothing there. Luckily, there wasn't anything on my hands either. I walked into the store, and Matt asked me "what do you need to get?" I panicked what do I say? What do I say? What do I say? What do I say? "Um J-just um some s-stuff" I said, in a weird voice "hmm ok" Matt said he definitely knew something was up. I ran to the pile there were so fucking many. I didn't know that there is this many I was gonna text Mary Lou. When I reached into my pocket. FUCK SHIT my phone was in the car. Matt was near the entrance so he would obviously ask where I'm going, and it'd be weird if I just went to go get my phone. I had to do this myself I grabbed a box and then I heard. "Y/NNNN" I turned around with the pads in my hand, and I quickly put them behind my back (I was in the art aisle at this point) it was Nick "are you done he said "mm yeah yeah" I said calmly trying to not make it seem like I was panicking I walked up to the self checkout, Chris was already up there and Nick was close behind me. The tried to hide the pads as best as I could. I walked up to the front and guess what Chris was done and Nick was getting his stuff but my pads WOULD NOT FUCKING SCAN!! Fuck I mumbled to myself. After a few more tries, they scanned, thank god. I saw Matt at the front of the store, I don't think he needed to buy anything because it didn't look like he had anything in his hands.

All four of us walked out together and hopped in the car. And again I put my hands under my ass 😭. "Oh y/n what did you get?" Nick said "didnt I already tell you guys" I said I am annoyed voice "someone's mad" Nick snickered "JUST STFU" I yelled. Why am I being like this??? "Y/N STOP YELLING AT US YOUVE BEEN SO FUCKING MAD ALL DAY" Chris yelled. I hate being yelled at it's the worst. I just didn't respond. I could feel hot tears ROLLING down my cheeks. Fuck don't cry y/n don't be a baby y/n don't fucking cry you pussy, I said to myself. My leg started bouncing, and my palms were getting sweaty. Luckily, we were so close to home. We got home I ran upstairs with my pads. I took one out fuck holy shit. These are small so far there's been a lot of blood so I knew it wasn't enough. I read the box A LINER???? I needed to go back to the store but how?? I couldn't right now Cus we JUST came back from the store. And my brothers were mad at me. So I just put like 3 on my underwear hoping that I was good. In the back of my mind I knew I was going to leak. But I tried to brush it off. I put some black sweatpants on and a comfy sweatshirt.

A/n Hiiii guysss! I hope you've enjoyed the story so far thank you for three readers!
This was a long chapter so I'm gonna make a part two of this💗
Also guys, I never reread my writing so if the grammar little funky i'm sorry😭

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