I was on Twitter in the hotel room in San Francisco while everyone else was at the beach.
Suddenly Taylor came in with a very angry look on his face. I hated seeing him like this. He always scares me whenever he is in one of his moods.
He looks around the room and once his eyes land on me, he looks at me with so much hatred in his eyes.
"You're such a fucking bitch Y/N"
"What the fuck? What did I do for you to call me a bitch?"
"You fucking cheated on me with my best friend like the fucking whore you are. God I fucking hate you"
I just start laughing because he should know that I would never cheat on him. I tell him I love him all the time.
"Why the fuck are you laughing?"
"Because Taylor, you should know me by now. I love you so much. You should already know that I would never do that to you."
"I don't love you."
That tug at my heart strings a little bit but I know he loves me.
"Taylor stop. I know you love me"
"I used to love you but I don't anymore. I don't love you."
I feel tears at the brim of my eyes. But I refuse to let them fall. I don't know where he gets the idea of me cheating on him from.
"Why do you think I'm cheating on you?"
"Sophie told me."
"My best friend Sophie told you that I was cheating on you with your best friend?"
"Yea she also showed me proof"
I am in shock right now for two reasons. One because i don't believe that's Sophie would do that to me. And two because what kind of proof can she have?
"What kind of proof Taylor?"
"Pictures"
"So you would rather believe a girl you just met a month ago over your girlfriend for 11 months"
"Yes because me and you are done. I want nothing to do with you anymore. I hate you. I can't believe you would cheat on me with Michael. God what the hell were you thing Y/N"
"Taylor you have no idea what you're saying right now. You always say these things when you are mad."
"Yea well this time I mean it. I'm done with you Y/N"
This can't be happening right now. He's saying these things because he thinks I cheated on him. I would never do that to him.
I get off the bed and walk over to him and hug him. I put my chin on his shoulder and wrap my arms around his torso. I feel his body tense up at first but then he relaxes.
"Taylor. You know me. You know I would never do anything to hurt you. I've stuck by your side through so many things and you've stuck by mine. Please don't end this amazing thing we have just because of something that is not true. Taylor I'm in love with you and only you."
He pushes me away and I think I can see him tearing up a bit. And honestly I think I look the same way right now. He has never pushed me away before.
"Y/N I can't do this anymore. I don't want to be with you anymore. I know you cheated on me."
"Taylor please. Please believe me. We can even go ask Michael together. He will tell you that what Sophie said isn't true."
"I'm done. We're done. I don't love you and I never will. Don't talk to me ever again."
"Fine Taylor. Fine believe what Sophie says but the day you realize that you and her are wrong, I won't forgive you. I won't talk to you ever again but you can't talk to me either. If you leave you are out of my life for good. I need someone who will believe me and not what anyone else says. Because a relationship is about trust and it's obvious that you don't trust me. So leave but when you leave don't come back."
He looks down at the floor and when he looks up I se a tear rolling down his face and he says two words that I never wanted to hear, "Goodbye Y/N"
He walks out the door and that's when I realize that we're really done. He's gone and I'm never going to be able to be with him again.
I fall to the floor and start bawling my eyes out. I don't know what to feel right now. I don't know whether to feel sad, angry, hurt, or confused. But for now I settle to deal with none. I go lay down on our bed and try and sleep.
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